Endless Song

2012-02-07T02:11:00.000+08:00

To invite someone into your house only to have you leaving. Predictable as predictability gets. A story once repeated again is a cliche to the extent of being a copy and a copy is a copyright infringement.

To Ponder is to Question

2012-01-29T17:07:00.001+08:00

My Chinese New Year holidays are coming to an end. It was rather eventful with family outings and all. It was great, being able to tie up those bonds between my family members and I. Then again, not heading out with the others again....owh well, a necessary process on the road to recovery eh? The few days then went by had me pretty upbeat. Occupying myself with my career, picking up books to read, hanging out...though not really a hang out sort of thing if viewed from another perspective. It's strange that I'm typing here again. The blogging craze among my peers should've ended eons ago. Speaking of eons...God forbid...I read through my old e-mails; from ones as old as 2 years ago....to those as recent as last June 2011. Not really reading through, I'd defend myself...but I was more like cleaning up my mailbox that I chance upon these old e-mails. It's been bugging me, making me question. Not about the relationship I had. Not about the pain that has been inflicted. But more like what have I been doing up till now. It's like...wow, how in the world things turn out like this? What have I been doing? Why did all of these happen? Questions again. Signs of not moving forward? I bet not. I'm gripping myself to not even think of her...let not, even have the resolve to wipe her out of my mind's existence. I don't want to see her again. Ever. Yet I'm still hounded by the same questions. Dreams. She still appears. This time, an image of another man appeared along her. A sign of me coming to terms with reality? I hope that's convincing enough. The perception of whether one is to 'dwell in pathetic-ness' is often a grey area. Am I being pathetic? I believe not since I'm enjoying my life...in a way. But to have a resolve as said above while having said dreams...isn't that rather sad too? The chain is still there though not seen. I'm flabbergasted. And gosh, now this entry eventually lead to her....AGAIN. I need more work.

As for friends...the feeling of alienation is evident. What was once a familiarity is now more foreign that once thought. Should I put it this way: that I have now been replaced by her man while I've been axed off from existence from even my peers? I was equally guilty for turning myself away though. But wasn't that supposed to be an alternative for self-recovery? I do question this friendship that is being paraded by my friends...whether they'd mean what they've said but actions made were all so different. And then, I question myself...I took friendship for granted in the first place. To repent for what I have done? But what I have done resulted in no damage to anyone...aside from her and I. Do I have the right to question all these? They have their rights to do as they like. I had my rights too. Still, questions keep pouring in. It's already different. I am trying. Am I really trying? I thought I was but I suppose that others won't believe enough has been done. Then what is enough? I feel left-out. But wasn't it my own doing? But it doesn't take one pillar to crumble a building. How bout the rest of the other pillars?

If understanding is so much easier...the world would be a better place. Of those who refuse to understand and those who thought that they understood...these would've not existed. Nor do conflicts. If you are reading this, for all that's happened between us...would you feel guilty? Are you guilty? Or you'll claim yourself to be innocent? Or would you coldly tell yourself like how he told me that 'No' there will be no guilt. And things change just like time. A walking contrast I would describe myself as. I soon accept. The irony of my own actions. The irony of thought and results. Reality can be a bitch at times. Say Frankie wanted his dearest mates and family to come over for his Birthday celebration amidst on a busy schedule of everyone. Not being a person well-received by society, he did it anyway. Well, in fiction, as he patiently sits and waits...a creak of sound would be heard followed by the presence of those he invited. Then again, this is reality...and from my experience, things aren't as rosy as they seem. Frankie will continue waiting even if he's alone. No one will turn up. And unlike mushy love movies, that woman who you held dearly; who walked out that door, will never return. Even if she does, she'll come back with another man and worse, heavily pregnant! You will be looked down upon while you drown yourself in your self-pity. Life's a bitch...and some days, it has puppies. I am still living. You let go of the past...but what if it's following you? Suicide will never be a solution as it's merely passing it on to another. I have got no other options but to face what I have created. I'm happy that I still have my family with me...at least, one of the few reasons I have to live my life brilliantly. I do question myself again: how did all these happen? Up till now...what have I been doing?

Aetas

2012-01-15T00:45:00.004+08:00

Seconds, minutes, hours....and then days...to months...soon to years. It's been quite awhile since I took this road alone. It wasn't easy to be honest, but as per the laws of eventuality, difficulties have become routine. Facing them became a norm. Not that I'm feeling empty, and it's not that I'm in pain as I used to. Indifferent? Falling twice...perhaps thrice, getting into a financial crisis all too many times. Slowly but surely, I can feel them creeping away; dissipating into history as time continues flowing. Life is slowly falling into place. My working responsibilities have slowly increased as I gained familiarity to my working environment. Made friends...new friends yet I would think of the old. I wonder how long have I actually spoke to them; engaging into real conversations. Then again, how long has it been since I last talked to her?

I've seen the sun rising and setting over my head. The transition from dawn to dusk. The change of days. People coming in and out of life. I've already lost count on the amount of change...and at times...feel like a constant. Yet...feelings fail to develop. I feel nothing. Or despite my acknowledgement to my surroundings...yet my body and mind is still stuck in their own cryogenic stases. No...I'm just indecisive about myself. Still indecisive.

Like a dilapidated bridge...still standing there; letting people cross over, moving along with time but at the same time required repairs...and shaken. Got my first pay raise...though not significant, it was something I somehow...find a slight glimmer of joy. No doubt it'd be shot by some; claiming what's the point of being joyful over something small? Pathetic? No...more like trying to feed myself drugs to keep myself to stay afloat...not to sink again. And to add joy, I've got head-hunted for the first time despite my two-month employment. Then again, like every drug, this joy, would wear off. If I were myself...three years ago...such news...I knew just the one to tell. But for now...it's more like something I'd keep to myself though of course, I've already let the cat out of the bag here.

My mind's kinda jumbled up. Always thinking. Constantly thinking and it just wouldn't stop. Running....running and always running without a stop in sight. I feel weary; tired...fatigue. Even typing a post here is slowly becoming a challenge for me. I hardly am able to find the words to convey myself...am myself...not being able to convey myself with my lips sealed.

I'm not sure if I've gotten over her though I still think of her. To add salt to an already open wound; dream of her in my sleep....and to even remember the details of that dream. Anger used to occupy my mind...thinking of venting my anger towards her and her other half. Condemning the existence of such cheating scum. The need for closure perhaps. Or I'm contradicting myself by being a sadist. Even so, these didn't matter anymore. I could only focus myself to pass every hour, every day, every moment in my life. I just need to go through whatever there is in front of me. Having the need but not knowing why. I'm used to it though...to be given judgement, to be thrown into a situation and being left with unanswered questions. I still had to go on. These...all these...they're still there though. I can ignore their existence, but they're still there. Going through life...as I walk...with only imaginary hope to keep me going...and smiles of strangers to give me purpose in hanging around.

At this moment...I am like a short-circuited motherboard of an AI. Stuttering, conflicting, moving around aimlessly without direction but occasionally being on line. It's not easy bringing a train which was derailed at insane speeds back at its tracks. Not easy...but i'm trying.

Having been locked up in my room for days like in Birmingham....without the sky before...to look up...no matter how ugly a situation may be....there will always be beauty to accompany that ugliness. For now, I may have overlooked it. It's been awhile since I last looked up to the sky...but that changed me inside...a bit...as I did. The sky never looked as beautiful as I saw it...since the they I shunned myself away from it.

Whether I'm still thinking of her...whether I have the will in going through life ...whether stuff would get difficult....whether I would love again....whether...no matter the case....I just want to live. I'm still alive...I have to continue living...living life. And whatever that surrounds me...I would get a hold at the fact that they are just part of the life I'm living. 'Even in the darkest nights...tomorrow always comes'. Just as sure as the air we breathe...the image of her...still appears before me...

Despite the bleak lyrics of this song...at least it's sung in a slightly cheerful tone. Beauty a midst the ugly...

Life...

2012-01-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Still looking looking up. I'm still looking up. Looking up at the sky.

Singing to Myself

2011-12-18T19:59:00.025+08:00

As Christmas draws closer,

The New Year creeps nearer,

Reflecting the past,

Revisiting memories...which I hope last.

Like any human being, one would never wish nor expect an end to things around us; those of pleasantness and greatness. The end. A blessing if viewed by some, but also a word that could break the very soul of another.

Were we in the wrong?

Was there even 'right or wrong' in ending this song?

Amidst the bliss, one flies high,

I failed to see the small cracks; living in a lie.

Even so, if what was felt as true, how could it possibly be a lie?

No matter how every person claims our story as a cliche or a 'been there done that' scenario, of what really is inside this journey, no one can really tell. As the darker days drew closer, we drew further apart. Words never worked. Efforts were nothing but poor attempts; like farts. I wasn't blind as I looked at the signs, I was in denial...or perhaps not brave enough to accept. And then, my mistake. Was it your mistake too? Whatever the case it may be, something inside... somewhere....it happened. I contributed to pain and unknowingly...perhaps in denial....parading the end. Tears fell profusely, indiscriminately...regardless of gender. We both shed tears. We cried. We inflict more pain upon each other. We gave each other chances...but we both failed to see, failed to communicate but succeeded in one thing; in failing our desperate attempts.

I've lost myself. In fear, anger, jealousy, desperation...it's listless. I slowly lost...not only who I was...but who was with me. And now...here I am.

I will not deny the past,

Nor will I let it fade; burn down into dust,

Our times together...though short and bumpy,

I will always remember the parts...when we were both happy.

Of pain and betrayal...coupled with sadness

Keeping in mind..of what drove us to madness,

With reluctance, I will let you go,

As you move on towards a place that I'll never know

I will walk on...the aftermath we both created,

To move on...maybe we'll cross paths in places unexpected,

We could be together again, or we never would

I won't deny nor accept this fact...but will see as I walk this road.

I fell into the darkest valleys of my human heart,

Bringing out the monster humanity despises...very hard,

As I look back at the mess I made,

I brought more chaos...made things sour...worse than lemonade.

When I saw those tears on your face,

When I saw those eyes....you...I just couldn't' face

As pain and guilt struck my soul,

But at the same time, to be strong I had to be that most hated asshole

Still I failed...and now, I have to let you go

The most I can do, to prove...that I still love you so,

To be honest...I have a lot to say to you. But I always get hindered either by forgetting my words...or circumstances just prevents me from saying them. Maybe...they weren't meant to reach you. As of now, I'll let it be. You're already walking away, and I won't be heading anywhere if I remain here. But I wish you to know...I still remember our firsts...I still remember our words and dreams....your likes and dislikes....Us. That I will. Right now you're in the arms of another, I bid you farewell...not permanently, but a temporary one perhaps...that is necessary for this healing. I am glad though...that I won't be able to cause more pain to you, to be the cause of your tears....and to see that teary and weary face of yours. I'm happier to see that angry one... mischievous one...or perhaps that lovely, and happy one that made me fell for you in the first place. Be happy. I'll find my way in life for now. Sorry...for making you cry. Sorry for my mistakes. And sorry for having to make you hate me. I hope I'm not driving you into yet another hole.

Too bad we can't get to watch all the episodes of Gundam Unicorn together...let alone, build our Gundam together. Guess you've lost interest in it...or perhaps you never were to begin with. So many promises....but so little done. Ah, how funny you were when you thought Curry's operates as a curry seller....I'll miss dining in with you for a bowl of spicy tom yam from that friendly auntie. I'll miss all those funny antics you used to do. It'll be awkward now....now that I don't get to compliment you..or perhaps shower you with the sweet and 'geli' words that felt so truthful and sincere that time. It was awkward to begin with, when I first landed crude words on you. Whether you'd believe me or not, I acknowledge that you have a choice in choosing between either or none. I don't know if you still remember... yes...when you asked me on what drove me to build that Sinanju and you were hinting perhaps it was you? Indeed...it was you. To think that using my hobby to forget all these feelings I had towards you, only to be reminded and pulled deeper into it instead.

Happiness...I would disagree with you when you said 'there will be sunshine after the rain'. That's a bit too uncertain cause the sun...doesn't necessarily shine after the rain. But...even in the darkest of night...tomorrow; daylight...always come :) I've said it before we were together...I've said it when we were together...and I've said it yet again now. From our friendship days...to 100 Elepigs...to our kisses and holding hands...can't believe it has all come to this. Elepig will miss you...I. Will miss you. For one last time, I shall tell this to you; I don't know when will you ever see this in the future. Maybe yes....maybe no...this time, I'll allow fate to decide. I'll walk on...singing to myself.

I Love You.

Forever and always..in my heart.

To Dear, with love, from Dar.

Insomnia

2011-04-18T09:01:00.000+08:00

What I feel now...is a void. Strange...cause I used to be able to sleep whenever I want. But not now. I tried to sleep, perhaps drown myself in my dreams. But what seemed to be a very long dream...was just a less than an hour nap. I thought I slept long enough. No, I didn't. The same recurring dream as well. Even in physical, you've let go of something. The daunting one, is always the one in your head...connected to your soul. My mind, I feel tired. My body's taking its toll. I am hungry, I am sad, I am lost. And I can't even grant myself sleep. And here I am whining here like wussy. If miracles happen, you know what I want. Cause I really need one now. I don't need any airplane up in the sky or some shooting star. I just...want it to happen.

I am...tired...

Eureka!

2011-04-17T14:37:00.001+08:00

Eureka Seven (pronounced as eh-you-re-ka seven...beats me). Coming from me, there's nothing much for me to say about this anime aside from one word: awesome. Instead of having my way by flooding words describing or perhaps reviewing this thing, do yourself a favour and just google up Eureka Seven wiki :P Seriously, mecha and surfboards...that's overkill on the scale of coolness! Eureka Seven by my standards is the perfect balance of what that'd hook me to finishing its colossal 50 episodes. There's humour alright. Your typical Japanese sexual innuendos. Check. Mecha. Check. Catchy J-pop. Check. Young kids saving the world. Check. Battleship that maneuvers like the VF-25 Messiah....whoa wait a minute o_O. Alright, enough of my geeky-ness. I've been having Eureka Seven's intro running in my head for days now (above). On all 4 openings, can't deny that I liked them all. And it's rare that I'd fall in love with ALL the openings of a single anime. I guess I'm running out of words now...fatigue's catching up due to my insomnia. One thing's for sure, this is not your run-of-the-mill anime of the mecha genre and by all means, much more entertaining than Gundam (I can't believe I said that!). Full song's below:

As Renton Thurston goes: I can FLY!!!!!. Epic.

Don't beg for it; earn it. And it'll be granted to you. Well said.

Hello Familiarity

2011-04-17T05:20:00.002+08:00

I've been locked in my room for days (that excludes going out to the kitchen to grab some grub) and it's finally taking its toll. For days, I've been staring at my laptop screen. What am I actually doing? With so much time, I should be working on my dissertation =.= Owh don't get me started. Yea, I did my work. When I had time for myself, I'd just stare at the phone, stare at my laptop screen...or maybe just lie on top of my bed. With people around you (I have roommates to interact and some people to chat with online)...yet I still feel rather lonely. Stuffs happen. Stuffs have happened. Events, time my subconscious...everything flew by me. I was so slow to even notice what is happening, what has happened and what's what. Must be my brain being deprived from its much needed fresh air. I'm beginning to feel moldy. My previous visit back to my hometown. Malaysia. Loads have changed, and more will change. I have changed. What used to be there is no longer there. Those weren't there in the first place took their rights to existence. Indeed, it's a normal thing for a human mind to reject things that happen too sudden which would cause slight 'discomforts'. My mind's rejecting what I'm receiving. After Malaysia and my short UK with the one I love, here I am back to square one. All alone in Holly House of Perry Barr. The familiar sense of loneliness; solitary confinement. My mind's warped enough...I'd better retire myself to some ice cream. Well at least I don't always get to have a 2litre tub of chocolate ice cream all for myself. More over, it's only £1. How awesome is that. Well...despite of everything, at least there's one 'thing' that I know that'll never change :)

Hehe, I kinda miss this little bugger. Heck, I miss my PS3 now :( I've hardly enough days with my newly bought GT5 and I'm supposed to fly back to Birmingham.

This sure is reminiscent of the time when I was preparing for my first flight to Birmingham. Bought my Super Street Fighter IV and I only had 2 days with it before departure. Silly me.

Mistakes

2010-12-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

It's ironic that I used to wonder why would people post sad stuff in their blogs instead of happy one...or perhaps a balanced mix. But now, I understand why. First off, since I set foot to further my studies in this foreign land, I've never been happy. It's not because I'm not grateful of my opportunity. It's because I left my heart back there. Someone I love isn't with me now and because I was so attached to her....even a few months being apart is enough to bring a man like me crumbling down towards the Earth's gravity. Having nowhere to express this sadness of mine....now, ironically from my earlier thoughts, I am now making these entries. I at times view myself nothing but a failure. All I do is make people hate me with my mistakes. No matter how hard I try not to fool around, that idiocy of mine keep overcoming me. Mistake, after mistake, after mistake. My mistakes could result in catastrophic consequences...I try to be mindful but why do they still keep coming? I want to overcome all these so badly. Each time I try to be rational....emotions overtake me...why why why....why am I so weak to this. Is this because of my sensitivity that I already replaced my practical side for my soft self? That my ability to reason has been lost all for the sake of me tossing everything aside...to be more emotional so that I could understand my dear? I'm already tired of having to commit something which comes with a price. There are a lot of things I already couldn't afford that I have to pay and this...the consequences....are beyond my capabilities. I did something stupid....really really stupid. I was a fool. I just don't understand. Instead of working towards a happy tomorrow, I broke her heart again. I've been called an ass..as the consequences, I've directed everything towards me, myself. All my mistakes fell along with me. I used to stand up high and tall...with my dear. And now of all my stupidity and idiotic actions, I am crashing down...with everything I've given up on...with nothing but mistakes continuing to haunt me. Please...life....if you could be ever so forgivable, please let me through this once? Please? I'm tired already...there're so many other people...could you please leave me alone, and let me be? Let me enjoy my blissful moments with my dear. That is all I ask for. I don't want to have her to leave or walk out on me. I just want to wake up every morning, visit her place and spend my days with her. Of all of my sins and blunders....life, please wash them away for me...I cherish my moments with her so please, I appreciate them...I love every moment of it so please don't take it away from me. I beg of you...me being your slave....hear my woes. I'm already chained to the laws of limitation but for once, that is all I ask, give me blissful happiness; blissful happiness of me being with my dear....Please......

Change

2010-12-07T08:41:00.002+08:00

It's nearly 3 months now since I first came to Birmingham City University. Life has been rather slow despite all the deadlines I have to meet; dissertations and all. As days pass me by, I can't help feeling emptier and emptier by the day. Every morning, waking up fearing that someone..or whoever out there will just take away what you treasure most. People say that's how life goes, I usually thought that such crap would've ended since my pre-school years. But no, being something that happens only in soap dramas, I think I'm in one now. The same fate of being pushed down on the ground feeling helpless and witnessing how everything you hold dear to you are taken away, little by little...with every sharp pain piercing your fragile heart. It's something I might've foresaw, being humans...we tend to take advantage on the situation regardless of whether it's at the expense of others. I am guilty for that to. Even so, perhaps karma decided to pull my plug. Now things that used to seem so blissful and beautiful now shows its rear head...biting you back and leaving you to bleed. I gave up a lot just to come here to pursue my studies. I came here with one goal, and I wished that...everyone would just understand. Little by little as I slowly disappear...I'm not gone forever, why am I being treated like I'm already dead? I am sad. I am, so very sad. Since the 12th of September 2010....I never smiled...I never gave a good smile. All I could muster is to just cover my face with a facade. I try to protect, I try to pursue, but for every act I take, I end up pushing. What does fate want with me? Of billions of people on this planet, why can't You leave me alone? I just want my life to go by in a simple manner. I am doing just ONE innocent thing. I'm just studying. What did I do to deserve all that has befall upon me? Is it funny to You? Do You think that it's fun? I don't think so! Fate biting at me...was it because of my constant insolence of opting to defy things that are set for me? Is this the punishment I have to face; to have what I hold dear taken away from me? It's all a sick joke. I just wish that all these...all these are just fragments....figments of non-reality...a product of my nightmares. Everything's just a dream. I wanna go back. My path forward...is already destroyed. I just...want to go back where it all began...those happy times when I could just count the days that go by....instead of now, waiting for my turn to be on the chopping board. I don't know, the way things are changing....they're merciless. I'm afraid...I'm very afraid. I just want everything to end. Reset. Can't things remain as they were? All I can see....are the happier moments of my life. They're not fading...they're still with me like it was yesterday...these...memories, are the only possession that I have, that I could only find refuge. I wanna go back.......

Dear, I miss you.......and most of all....

I Love You.

Frustration

2010-11-05T03:16:00.000+08:00

Things have not been easy since the day I came here. I dunno how to describe but, I guess those are the necessary things you must face studying overseas huh. Life can be funny...rally really funny. Right here, I'm trying to study; to get a decent education with no fun intended and here, Life has just gotta slap me with more shit. I dunno whether I'll be stronger to face these but, it's obvious I'm not enjoying it. Blame it on my fate, blame it on my luck. I dunno, perhaps I'm to blame? If I only knew. Tired...yes...I am tired. Walking around with nowhere or no one to lie on to. Thank you life. I'll settle my score with you....sooner or later.

My Dear

2010-11-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

It's been exactly 50 days we are apart. Yet, my heart is still the same, since the day I left, being torn apart.... I know it's never good waiting, these few months have been daunting. Alas, I am still doing my best, if possible, to lighten stuff off your chest. The main reason I created this blog, was because of you. The reasons I name this..though I held it a secret since its creation, was also because of you. The distance in between us may be thousands of miles........dear, being with you now is like being surrounded by thousands of smiles. I hope you could come.. sometime next year. It would be nice, knowing the one pressing the bell of my flat, is none other than my dear. In keeping this blog alive, as well as our love; I'll post, at some moment in time, here and there. It is afterall called Endless Song, a love we would sing, forever long. Same goes to this blog of mine; a dedication...to the you, oh dear of mine.

Out of sight...but never from my heart. Dear, I will be back to you, time needs waiting.

2010-09-21T20:41:00.001+08:00

Pain will inevitably be caused, but it is for me to endure if that's what it takes to allow me to see you with me at the end of this journey.

Beginning

2010-09-21T02:17:00.002+08:00

Classes started....and I soon begin a new life in a totally new environment. No more are the friends I used to hang around with...the local mamak stall where I add a few inches to my tummy, no more is my comfort zone I find at home.

And sadly, no more, is the physical presence of my Dear....Just to tell you, even so, there's still one more place you're near me...my heart =) (cliches aside!)

More challenges to come...and are beginning to pour in. I've been pretty down since the time I got here; not eating properly, staring into blank spaces often..forgetting my particulars and etc. etc. I'm up and ready now. No more will I squeal at the sight of difficulties.

With the thought of my family, it should be sufficient to keep me going..still, one to keep me alive.....will always be you, the thought of you will keep me moving...keep me human...You. I Love You Dear, and missing you will be inevitable but you'll still be in my mind, heart and next to me, my soul =)

I shall now sing our song; our everlasting love song, with you =)

Nothing Much

2010-09-14T05:22:00.003+08:00

Day 2 in Birmingham...nothing much to say due to my fatigue...but what I'm feeling aside from the tiredness is this: like a husband wanting to go home and share his stories with his wife.

Birmingham

2010-09-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

Looks like I'm already here at Birmingham. Not to say I'd go gaga over it with most of the buildings marred by graffiti and the weather constantly trying to kill by making you sick, but this experience to study overseas = priceless.

Since I've facebook, I don't think I'll be posting much pictures here as I'll describe the stuff here pictures fail to tell hehe. Last night, or should I say 2 nights ago, my departure from the KLIA airport was nothing but a very heartfelt moment. As the Air train inch closer to the plane heading for Dubai my heart grew heavier like an anchor now forcing to sink the whole ship with it.

All I can sum up from my said flight is one word = horrible. You can't eat properly, you can't sleep, it's not easy to take a piss, I can't pangsai.....it's (not so) listless!

It was nice getting to know some friends before the flight despite them being TARCians =.= Anyway, dropping by at Dubai, the airport's reminiscent of that of KLIA. The weather's no different as well as the infrastructure just that you can see 'well-developed' buildings surrounding the airport. About the duty-free stuff sold there, they're nothing but life-robbing expensive!!! A typical Nikon DSLR D90 (I WANTTTTT!!!!) that can be sold in Malaysia for a price of RM3.4 is sold here at a ridiculous price of US$ 1.9k!!!

I had to take 2 flights whereby I go from KL to Dubai and then transit there followed by Dubai to Birmingham. Amidst my flight, I amnaged to watch some movies...Iron Man 2 (watching the part I missed XD) etc etc. And of course, counting down the distance and time to Birmingham.

Upone reaching, yes I was all worn out due to my lack of sleep and 14 hours of couch 'potatofication'. The line before the custom counter was an extremely long one to the extent I worry that I couldn't go online on time to do some catching up =/ After that, bought myself some cold sandwiches to survive for the day though I've had enough of in-flight cold food =.=

Upon reaching my campus, we were told to get our keys to our rooms, currently my flat consisting of 6 rooms is now occupied by yours truly, 3 other TARCians and a lecturer from BCU :D named Edward...and he speaks fast....damn fast =.=

After my keys, joined the TARC batch to tour around the Uni. Seems that coincidently some event or something was on whereby it is supposed to be a rest day whereby all the shops in the vicinity are closed...cept those run by Middle-Easterns or Indians. Before heading back to my room after the tour, my new found friends and I were invited for a meal near a chapel called the Cedd House. There we had nice 'homemade' (bought actually) sandwiches and some kiddy snacks you most probably can buy from Malaysia. Yes, being a greedy arse, I stuffed myself again totally oblivious that I bought myself some food from the airport...and it's expiring tomorrow =.= After filling myself up...there wasn't any space left in my stomach already >_<...major bummer!

Didn't do much though aside from unpacking my stuff after that. I was so worn out (by then it's already 1am in Malaysia =() I went to take a bath and took an early sleep at 7.45pm local time o_O

Neway, here I am blogging now haahahahaha

Well, I guess that's about it..aside from seeing new places, and meeting loads of nice people (especially the student ambassador; nice dude) I still feel rather lonely despite the crowd. I'm not sure I'll go on like this for how long cause now, I am homesick. I miss my family...my dog...my friends...and...you

Till then people, ADIOS!!!

PS: the Internet line here is fast....VERY fast lol

Replaced

2010-09-05T03:36:00.000+08:00

I dunno what...but I'm having this feeling as if I'm being replaced =/ owh well....

Getting warmed up....AGAIN

2010-08-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

Being absent from the blogosphere for months has its own 'fatal' side-effects. I'm already rendered handicapped; not being able to type a decent post consistently....though I don't even know whether my previous posts were decent at all =.=.

Nuff said, woohoo!!! Finally got my visa and am very excited for my next study frontier =) To add another serving of good news, FINALLY I've passed all of the ACCA papers I sat earlier during the June sitting (epic sweetness).

Not gonna say much since I'm being busy with all these pre-departure preparations...owh well....see you later me blog ^^"

Iza Visa!

2010-08-10T02:10:00.002+08:00

I is leng zhai

Of all stuff to feel, I'm now feeling kinda nervous for my visa application. The thought of having achieved all that's necessary to allow me to obtain the golden ticket to further my studies in the UK only to be shattered because of my visa rejection over small issues such as a slight omission on certain particulars puts butterflies in me tummy =( Gonna head to the travel agency to have a round over my application forms and documents...Wednesday is submission day so wish me luck! >_<

And the pic's not related to this post XD

Nostalgia

2010-08-03T01:57:00.006+08:00

The year 2010, and I'm more than 2 decades old already...yes, time flies. First and foremost, wow...It's been more than half a year since my last post and I guess to everyone, this blog is presumed dead. Well, it's not quite dead just yet. As I sit here typing whilst listening to Suneochair, I can't help it but to feel nostalgic. Listening to the same playlist I heard 5 years ago; it's like a journey back in time. Label me traditional or sick, thinking back on lost time is my habit when I have too much time to spare (or so, some says).

2005...funny as I feel weird thinking about that year. Perhaps it was the first item I actually felt everything in my life dispersing; scattering, to unpredictable directions...blindly. My next phase in life began here as the previous decays and meets its inevitable end. I knew everything wouldn't be the same as soon as I finished my last figure on my last paper. It was already dawn; gloomy...as if to welcome an ending. The same feeling crept to me since the days I started studying intensively for my SPM papers. Still, as I prepare for the last episode of my 'childhood' I'd play a list of songs; songs that I hear till now and am still hearing as I type this entry. Sadness, regret, happiness, etc...I'm like a blender of emotions. Memories from the past are filling in me but I couldn't express them the way I want. Heck, I'm typing in confusion as my

mind drifts uncontrollably into a vortex of past events.

2005, the year where to me ( I believe) a closer friendship was forged and also the year when everyone had to go their separate ways. Yes, we all still go out together...have tea, a meal or the like and sadly we may have made enemies amongst ourselves....things aren't just the same. Of course, the girl who used to make fun of me is now the one I'd pour my love to now...and I am glad of that. Aside from that, what I'm trying to say is.....(not about us ar dear lol) we're not as close as I would perceive back in 2005. The time we pulled insane pranks...the time when nothing matters and having fun was our main aim....without any worries above our heads aside from our exams and which field to venture into after high school. Sketching away pictures whilst

sharing them among my friends.

That feeling I longed for so long just isn't there now.

2005, no matter what, will always be that one favourite year; a special place in my heart...I wouldn't say that I'm sad of my current state nor would I say I dislike. I do enjoy the company of my friends (it's a no brainer I love my dear as she is now lol) but, it's just a feeling....a feeling from that year; 2005....that made it special....either it's from my first meeting with my dog Ben, the 'revolution' we pulled against our teachers, the loss of a family member, the list goes on.. As I become repetitive myself, I couldn't express this thought in words....but only let it flood my mortal soul.

Of all times why am I feeling as I am now? Perhaps it's as I countdown to my flight to Birmingham to further my studies....I'm becoming more reluctant? Maybe it's the goodbye I wouldn't want to face (though it's only for a year =.=). Or perhaps I'm missing my dear who's having her holidays in UK while I sit here waiting like a lovesick puppy longing for its master (don't take the word 'master literally', people!!).......Lot's of maybes...but none of the above...nostalgia has become a part of me.

And here i am, listening to Suneochair and songs from my playlist, that same playlist back in 2005........

Pikachu

2009-11-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, yes, the Pikachu, everyone's favourite yellow-pointy eared-red cheek-ed-mouse mutant from the Poke'mon franchise. It's so adorable that you would stop at nothing to pinch its adorable chubby face right? From it's high pitched pika-pika to its oh-so-cute gestures....girls may go crazy over this fella...maybe guys too =/

Yea, we love Pikachu, we really do....

We love it so much we'd.....

...GaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAGGGHHH!!!! WTF!?

GT PSP

2009-11-20T01:47:00.002+08:00

With all the hype surrounding Polyphony's PSP version of Gran Turismo, none could stop wondering what is Polyphony's take on realism for this handheld console.

How realistic is Gran Turismo?

THIS realistic....

Elepig ver. Dear

2009-11-20T01:36:00.001+08:00

Did this using Microsoft Word 2007. Had to print screen this instead =.= Hope you liked it dear~ =P

21

2009-10-28T10:07:00.005+08:00

Wowee, can't believe that I'm already 21. Looking back, boy I used to have this thinking that entering adulthood was just eons ahead. With a few blink of an eye, *pooof* and voila, 21! Reflecting all that I've been through these years, things pretty much happened....loads of stuff. The thing is, through out these years, hehe I can't seem to recollect most of my childhood memories. Where to start, where to start...

Being a 100% genuine city boy...yes that's right, I was born and raised in KL, I kinda shared a dislike for rural life. Though it may seem like that but as time passed, hey, kampung life ain't that bad still, I'm a techno-bitch; I'll self-admit that =P Despite that...life can be rather dull at times =/

Growing up as a child, I obviously had funny memorable moments say; asking my dad in a rather loud tone of why his p**** was large? in a crowded restaurant back in Ipoh. Boy my parents totally banned that place lol. I too was told that I used to slap other kids indiscriminately in shopping centres for no apparent reasons o_O I danced to Aaron Kwok's songs when having a stroll at Seri Petaling's pasar malam and how could I forget, forming the F-word in front of loads of parents and children in the children's department using somekind of rubber toy. Heck, my dad supervising me at that time had to temporarily 'disown' me.

Foolish acts aside, I do possess interest in anything robotic..well, as long as they do not look gay that is. Sometimes in public, where you'll see some 'childish' robot cartoons featuring combining robots, I can't help but to catch a glimpse of them. Have to say that due to society's discriminatory nature, and the need to avoid being labeled as a KID, I could only GLIMPSE...not see it right up front. Sad thing huh, but owh well...Talking bout mecha I'm well-known among my circle of friends as a Gundam freak...yea right...despite talking bout them with enthusiasm, I don't qulify myself as a freak just yet. But I'll admit, I DO love Gundam. Thanks to my mom of course, for getting me my first Gundam model at the age of 8 hehe ^^" it was the latest fad in KL.

Did I mention that, boy oh boy, I LOVE drawing especially drawing mechas? I wouldn't be so perasan to say that I'm talented =.= but I just can't help it but to scribble ANYTHING possible on site...when I'm bored out of my mind though =/

Right to this point, I am aware that what I'm typing now is slowly becoming irrelevant as I'm swirving off course from my topic. Before I turn this into an introductory post..*slaps face* BACK TO TOPIC. Was too syok-syok there hehehehehe

As I walk through this journey of life, I've met people, both good and bad...all kinds of people from the totally weird to the downright plain. These people, they really leave an impact in my life...especially people who I call friends. We've been through ups and downs together, thick and thin....porno and non-por.....wth.... Seriously, not being a total loser here, I just couldn't convey what I am feeling now properly as I type this post. It's like an emotional roller-coster ride. Life as I am going through...I'd say I've been through alot. Why I said so, that I'll leave it to your imagination =) But all I could say is, by sitting here, memories; memories that I cherish which I wouldn't want to forget start flooding me.

I am grateful. I am grateful for the things I have now...despite my constant complaints =P The events I've been through, the people around me...man these 21 years may not be big but as I think of how time flies and the older I become, I just feel...grateful...for being who I am and the way I am here. I AM grateful, that I've met someone who at first was a total stranger to me, but now, the love of my life (yes you, dear). I'm grateful for having my family by my side, to keep me on my toes if I trip at life's rough currents. I am grateful, to be a proud owner and friend of my dog Ben =). I am grateful, for having my friends to hang out with; to spend my days as they go by. People come, people go...hellos and goodbyes..sounds like a phrase on a cliche...yet still, everyone (and thing), I AM GRATEFUL for all of you being a part of my life.

Wish I could record all my feelings and emotions now and just set it to play hehehe. Anyway, from top to bottom I must've been talking gibberish. Heck, I'd end up like this when I'm trying to convey my reminiscing feelings. Looking back at the past, reminiscing...it's like being on my death bed (sorry for those la if this is too 'chim').

Well then, yippee~ I'm 21 =D To keep things short, guys,thank you for such an enjoyable abso-tastically-credible experience on my Birthday celebration.For those who weren't there: we may be distance apart, but we are still connected as long as we hold on to one word...'friendship'. Therefore, I thank you too =)

Okies, I've been rambling like an old man long enough now....so...that's all folks!!!

Left 4 Dead

2009-10-07T00:55:00.003+08:00

What future Left 4 Dead sequels' box arts would look like?

lolwtfbbq at this!!!!!

O3O

2009-10-06T12:41:00.008+08:00

I dunno what drove me into doing this...maybe it's due to my neurons being fried after going through my horrendous exams or perhaps, hmmm...err...err....maybe it's my exams...yea...exams...hmmm

OKAY! Whatever! Anyway, I can't help but to notice that when it comes to cam-whoring or capturing random pictures, people tend to subject themselves to a few rather typical poses. Before I put up my flame shield and you guys plan to set me up in flames, REMEMBER! It's just my shallow opinion with no research done whatsoever AND I have no intention to insult or so and so bla bla bla yadda yadda....PLUS most importantly, we're in Malaysia! Freedom of speech! We live under democracy! Okay, ignore that =S

Well, where was I...

Yes, typical poses. I have to admit, my so-called 'poses' too, are rather, well, how should I put it, lame...boring..typical ....you get my drift..so I guess that'll give me immunity from flames right? =P

Enough of that..before I go waaaaaaaay out of topic. Needless to say, my curiosity got the better of me. The thing that pops into my mind is this: what makes these poses so 'attractive' to the extent that mostly everyone (including male and female...alright shemales too..no gender discrimination) would use them in pictures?

Well, as for that reason, I thought of trying erm...I mean subject myself to public humiliation in the name of curiosity. Therefore, I attempted to capture pics of me...*ahem*...trying out what I (Me ar, not you) call typical poses. Before that, I'd like to highlight that most of the poses below are of those 'used' by girls rather than guys. Honestly, I was just trying to find an excuse to show the girly ones rather than for guys XD PEACE!

Let's get back to business

WARNING!
The following images may contain scenes of explicity and suggestive actions and may prove disturbing to the uninitiated. Viewer discretion is adviced. You have been warned.

The hell...how'd this get here!? o_O

Alright! Alright! Eff it....I can tell that I epic failed in this!

So much for the disappointment....

I give up!! This isn't my sort of thing...Gotta stop these shenanigans or I'll end up being picasso in no time @_@ And I somehow feel disgusted =.= Anyone who barfed in the process of viewing this post; that is very much regretted, but don't say I didn't warn you =P For the insulted, or those who feel insulted; hey, I've already given a disclaimer what.

Anywhos, I guess everyone could settle for this huh =P

Deng...even my dog looks better =.=

Alright then, I guess that's all for today, I'm signing off.
*POOF*!!!

End

2009-10-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

My holiday's just ended =.= crap......

3 places, 2 people and a promise

2009-09-27T17:23:00.006+08:00

Woohoo!!~~ It's Day one of my new found freedom! Well, for the the denizens of oblivia (look up for oblivious) finally, my exams are over and FINALLY I can now....err...well...I dunno! I'll think of something to do >_<

I'm gonna say this though: my 3 weeks of study ain't some pleasure cruise...it's more like a studious rendition of heck.

Anyway, while being deluged by the strong currents of knowledge that I have to attain, I came up with this =):

In the middle of a silent night
When the moon's still shining bright
Then I held, books of knowledge
Studying them like drugs; exceeding my dosage

And then it came; this strange feeling
Something that caused me to start thinking
I know what it was as it's all so familiar
Go bang your head if you think that I'M a liar

I missed my dear, that's what
It's driving me nuts, from my head to my butt @_@
Daily tasks she gets, all abundance
While I'm stuck with studies, oh such nuisance

Busy times, I must say
By now i bet you're thinking, I'm being gay
Listen to me before jumping to conclusions
Or I'll engulf you with loads of explosions!!

Through the phone I hear her voice
For every call, boy I'd rejoice!
A remedy to my longing, I must say
Despite the stacking phone bills that both us have to pay

As I flipped through my textbook
What appeared on my mind was only your look
And then I started to reminisce
Before and after, we're in this loving bliss

I could remember how badly I wanted you with me
Despite the odds that seemed to befriend impossibility
Needless to say, I'm now filled with gladness
I now have someone, to share my joy and sadness

Dear, you are my only one
You make my life brighter than the scorching sun
My feelings for you, I need not hide
My love for you; no words can describe

'3 places, 2 people and a promise'
I bet you're reminded of what this phrase is
This I'll always remember, this I'll hold dear
Something that's only between me and you, my lovely dear

There are indeed many things I love about you
I know, and I bet, that you know them too
Despite my weaknesses and imperfections
Yet, you stood by me without hesitation

Well that is all that's in my mind
As I attempted to cram knowledge into this head of mine
I wanted to dedicate a poem to you
And so, I wrote this to you, my dear

^^ hehe.. and dear, told ya it ain't an elepig XD

Alright alright, signing off...my brain's imploding now. Adios muchachos!

Oh We All 'LOVE' Teletubbies

2009-09-19T23:00:00.007+08:00

There was this particular thing, that plagued the world so to speak. Something dire. Have you ever experienced the annoyance of...waking up early in the morning...perhaps 8am on a Sunday to this?:

Yes...the gaytubbies..

They're out to getcha alright. Watching their every gay antics, you can't help but to squeel in endless agony to the extent of writing the word 'gay' on your wall with your own blood faster than Simon Cowell could even utter the word, yes, GAY.

It's THAT bad...I don't even know why I'm making this entry with only this 3 letter word banging my head after seeing just ONE image of these....these....GAY BEINGS @_@

Gay I tell ya....gay @_@ they're all GAY. A waste of satellite frequency!! A torment of infinity...what the hell am I saying =.=

BUT, all is not lost...

Oh I 'love' Teletubbies alright. I really 'love' them with a passion. Those god-forsaken beings never stood a chance. >=D

Well, at least I could heave a sigh of satisfaction hehehe ^^" Even so, between Teletubbies or 'this', I think I might as well settle for this instead:

Good Night!! And ADIOS!!!

Allergy

2009-09-10T10:33:00.003+08:00

Recently had this allergy attack, well I could say, a few hours ago. Woke up in the dead morning feeling extremely weak, with my face bloated, and at the same time, having difficulty in breathing. Wasn't pretty I must say. The 'zha dou' part? I still don't know what is the cause to my allergic reaction =.= Anyway, I'm not dead yet (heard news regarding deaths due to allergies) and still alive and kickin' Covenant (google Halo) nice and proper hehe

For those wondering how I might have looked like when my face's swelled up....perhaps this might help

Of course, not THAT teruk la. Still, I kinda looked like a 'chi tao peng' =/ Damn, and so happen I thought that I'm free from allergies >_<>

Till then, Buh-bye!

We are ODST and.........

2009-09-09T23:11:00.004+08:00

Not been updating my blog like I'm supposed to, so today's post's to make up to it hehe ^^

Here, I shall share a little bit of my interest.

Epic indeed, with a topping of coolness.

ODST stands for Orbital Drop Shock Trooper fyi...owh well, you won't understand...so get yer lazy arse and wiki it.

Before I forget, PEOPLE!!!! Look out for 17 December 2009 >=D

Need I say more? the reason's below =P (Some familiar scenes here and there, but it's definitely new so view it ya filthy sods XD)

Till then, Ayyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebah!!!! Just being random =P

PS: I notice the size of the videos are a bit off so...just click on it and watch it over at YouTube instead.

Congrats

2009-08-29T18:15:00.003+08:00

Well, finally found some time to actually make a post now XD hehheeh. Anyway I'll cut straight to the point and make it short.

Though kinda late...I bet everyone knows this already but anyhow....

Firstly, though it's already months ago...I wanna congratulate my dear for getting a second upper in her degree.

And last but not least, as a fruit for her hard labour, her application for a post as an entry-level IT advisor has been accepted by KPMG! It all happened in a week!

Monday: Send in application

Tuesday: Call for interview
Wednesday: Interview

Friday: Call of acceptance

How's that >=D

Neway, dar's proud of you =) May luck and success shine upon your future endeavours, my dear ^^ The world is your oyster; I believe you will do well.

Congratulations~

Lovely Shuang's Lovely 21st Birthday

2009-08-01T14:04:00.012+08:00

It's already the 1st of August, so that means that me dear Shuang's already 21 now =) As I have some time now, time to make a short post today...let's begin, shall we?

^^

Initially my plan to celebrate Shuang Shuang's (=P hehe) birthdays was something like...well you know..a la the movie P.S. I Love You ^^" After being lambasted (Exaggerating only =P) by a few of my friends about how teruk the plan was (pretending to be a dead guy sounds stupid, not to spend a day with your girl on her birthday is even worse), I had to result into a major overhaul for the birthday plan.

Oops, how rude of me, before going any further, I'd like to thank

Jason
Chei Lin
Chun Hoong
Chin Hong
Chee Phin
Keat Ming
You Kong
Michele
Chun Hui
Wee Lee
Chin Kwok
Sonia
Glenn
Heng Wai
Shuang's two collegemates : Siau Mei and Lai Quin

for helping to not only make this birthday celebration a success, but to create yet another eventful chapter in our lives. As for those who couldn't make it, thank you all as well for trying to make an effort to attend ^^ THANK YOUSSSSSS!

Alrighty, back to business...

To start things, a few days prior to the celebration, I've asked Hoong to help order a bouquet of roses (21 stalks in total to mark my dear's 21st birthday ^^). Followed by that, I had to make yet another order for a Mille Crepe cake from Food Foundry (pretty tasty) and to purchase a diamond ring at Mid Valley.

hehe

Yes, it's for real

Despite it being 'homemade', it's rather pricey =/ BUT tasty as well XD

Nearly forgot bout this......

Drew this and gave my dear her 100th Elepig pic as soon as the clock struck 12am on her birthday =)

Started my day as usual, you know...college stuff =.= Class ended at 12 so I had Chun Hui send me to Hoong's florist aunt's shop (gotta thank her too for giving me an affordable price for the flowers =)) to collect my roses along the way home. Upon reaching home, had a short nap while expecting Chee Phin. When Hoong arrived to pick Chee Phin and I up, off we went to get ze cake. Got everything ready and straight we went to Shuang's to pick her up =D On the way to the party, I gave me dear her second birthday gift; the flowers. Well, have to apologize to the guys, for reaching...oh rats...forgot...we were suppose to celebrate my dear's birthday at Chilli's at Mid Valley at 7pm hehhehe

Alright, to my story ^^"...have to apologize especially to Chin Hong for waiting over an hour there, for arriving late due to some unforseen circumstances (Arrived 14 minutes late =.= psps). Upon reaching to MV, I gave Shuang her gift from her bro, Keat Ming ^^ At Chilli's then, we all started stuffing ourselves with food (felt sorry for dear for not being able to eat much due to her tooth ache =( ) . We chatted, we ate, we drank (eh..so fmailiar one...) we fooled around and stuff. Finally it's time for the birthday girl to blow her cake =D Had Keat Ming to call us all the way from Aussieland (thx a bunch dude) to join in the singing and finally we all had cake. And managed to give me dear her ring right after that ;3

After the dinner and all...off we went to Steven's Corner at OUG for a yum cha session.

Well, the day pretty much ended like that. We did kinda alot of stuff. Loads of cam-whoring went on. Guess everyone enjoyed themselves. =) And dear, hope you too enjoyed yourself ^^

I'll now provide some pics on what went on yesterday night

That's all for today folks =D hehehe. Till then, thank you again guys =D and Shuang....=)

Nick, signing off...*poof*

A date and a Birthday

2009-07-30T00:18:00.010+08:00

It's the 31st of July already and first and foremost, I wanna wish my sweetheart Shuang here, a Happy 21st Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that I've pretty much neglected this blog of mua well now I have something to post now =P hhahahaha

^^

In conjunction to me dear's birthday, today's post is, well, all about our first 'proper' date =) When was it? 17 th July 2009. Memorize it XD

That day, I decided to take Shuang out for a dinner at....

Looky here, Michaelangelo's at Pavillion

Yea, that's me =P

What influenced me in deciding to dine at this place? Beats me....but the food here sure are pricey.

Even so, they worth every cent I pay.

Have to admit, despite being a typical appetizer, this here ladies and germs, tasted YUMMY

And what's a date without some cam-whoring? XD

Looks like someone's enjoying the....er....fizzlesticks! What do we call that dish again??

Hohoho

Seriously, the fact that it's a picture of a statue of a nude guy isn't the main reason why we took this pic. Hey come on, every outing needs a few random shots right?

A perfect ambience for a lovely outing I must say =)

Oh silly me, how could I forget about this.....

Yep, above here is a pic of I-forgot-what-it-is-called-again which again, tasted yummy to me tummy despite its hefty price.

It consists of...hmm....a very thick slice of beef..cauliflower...brocolli....carrots...potatoes.....hmm..yea..I guess that's about it.

Ordered the Margherita pizza as well and here's a pic of me trying to cut a slice out for me dear =)

We chatted, we ate, and we drank....the night was perfect ^^

After our meal, more cam-whoring =P

Woohoohoo~ XD

After our scrumptious dinner, we decided to take a stroll along Bintang Walk.

And all that walking asks for a cuppa!!! Especially at Starbucks! Cause I wanna collect stamps for me free bag =P

Hehehe, after a short stroll of togetherness, we decided to stop by at Starbucks for some mocha and chocolate cake.

Yay~ I've got a stamp :3 (8 more to go until I'm able to get me myself a Starbucks bag)

Yea, our sugar consumption went a bit out of control but hey, we're still diabetes-free =P *touch wood*

That night, was a night to remember. Everything felt so right and well....right XD No doubt we enjoyed ourselves and boy I wish we're gonna do it again hehhehe after I recuperate from a nuke on my wallet XD Not gonna spill more details on our date anymore therefore we're gonna keep the rest for ourselves =) hehe

Anywhos, guess that's all of post for today....and yes, we're official ^^

Until then, au revoir suckers!!!

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY again DEAR!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

2009-05-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

Whew....just in time befor eit turns 12....well, all I wanna say is....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!
LOVE YA MOM!!!!!!!!!!

Adios.

Genting's Something (late)

2009-04-25T22:11:00.001+08:00

Another post which is long due XD hehehehe Anyway, to get things started, I've been pretty busy with my internship and you know, as a human being I've gotta socialise right? So of course I had these frequent outings ^^" I can really really see that my entries are running dry...well I actually had a lot to type >.>...hmmm....guess I'd rather keep them to myself =P Enough of that, I really have a lot of excuses for my late entries so don't mind me ^^.

Before I stray too far from what I wanna post today, well a few weeks ago the gang and I as usual, came up with a plan to go out for a holiday. And it's pretty obvious, we decided to go to Genting instead =P (Bear in mind that those involved in this trip were Jason, Kwok, Hoong, Kong, Shuang and *drum rolls* your truly...)

I booked the room and had the coupons ready and bla bla bla everything necessary for a trip....We first begin our day by meeting up at the Seri Petaling LRT station bout 7.30am and boy, silly me i reached there....at 7.45?? IF my memory doesn't fail me ^^" Alrighty then....we waited for the train...waited and waited so I managed to snap a pic of us waiting.

Fine, not EXACTLY us........cause I'm the cameraman hehe

I've begin to notice we have more 1 girl all guys outings. What to do -.- not a lot of recruits in our group. I really don't mind having one with a 1 guy all girls scheme though >=D hehehehehe

Some random lazy pics taken by me while riding on the LRT...

Stopped at the Titiwangsa station and got ourselves bus tickets for the ride.....ok...I think I should stop describing every pic I post in this entry...>.>....

....But what the heck XD hehehehhee Reached Genting say about 11am? Went and put our stuff at the Theme Park Hotel lobby (ada orang jaga punya) and off we went without wasting any precious seconds, to the Genting theme park for duh....rides. And lookey me ^^ Me is smiling XD

Yeap, we took the god-knows-what-was-it-called swing ride. Seriously, that thing really left me with a permanent damage to my eyeballs along with a temporary motion sickness.

AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanndddd........after that, we went on the Super Toboggan. Dunno what's so super bout it since it's kinda meh.........

Whad da eff.....?

It's not her smile...but the fact we don't know what is she smiling at that makes this pic scary O_O

Bwahahahaha I'm smiling at you! squeel in fear!

You line up to get on the ride....you LINE UP again....to get your ride to move -.-

Went for this mine train ride right after the toboggan. But sad, I forgot to capture a few pics cause I was more concerned of not getting my head knocked off. I have no intention to meet my maker yet -.-

AAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaafter that (I'm getting sick of these words -.-), to do flume ride all of us went :D Wasn't really prepared for it and I ended up soakin' wet -_-" well...not as bad as Jay and Kwok hehehehe Common sense tells whay I didn't capture any pics during the ride. I don't want to go home with a 'chocolate bar' filled with water. (Google N82)

Har har....we wet.....we wet.........

Off we go to the pirate ship ride, the pirate sheep ride~ (sung to The Mulberry Bush tune). More lining up to do...AGAIN.....

....And more random pics to be captured!!!!

Another ride that left me sick. Perhaps I was hungry at that time....and with all that deliberate screaming...urgh....me feeling wants to hurl bad bad @_@

As we were loitering around...it began to drizzle.....then RAIN!..and off we ran like a pack of wet cold anxious puppies into First World Hotel. Had our lunch and silly me, forgot to snap a few shots ^^" I AM in fact human duh?? I can forget???

Nothing much can be said bout teh food there aside from serving crap and giving you crap prices. Those didn't much matter. Nothing beats hanging around with your friends and have expensive crap food to go along with it huh? XP

Our ride marathon didn't end there just yet....after lunch straight we went for the Motion Master.

What is this ride all about? Well it's pretty simple ya,

You line up
You wear funny geeky glasses
You sit on the chair (It's called a chair i think??...wait...it IS)
You keep quiet
You watch a documentary titled 'Monsters from the Deep' in 4D and occassionally get 'bukkake-ed' on the face with.....need I say more? lol
Chair moves around
Show's over
You go out and give back geeky glasses

Come to think of it....was that really a ride??? >.> Damn....I think I've wasted 45 minutes of my life.

As the rain began to show signs of stopping, we went out. Obviously we didnt' waste the opportunity to camwhore =P

Next ride: Go-Kart

Looks like he's challenging me...If it's a challenge he wants, it's challenge he gets..winner takes all >=D.......

......I came in after him -_-"........

Later got a call from my parents telling me that I can check-in to my room....again, we set our course to ze hotel. And while waiting......

Snap....

Well, the room's pretty cozy to say the least and after those rides, we were rather pooped so, hehehe......we gave our butts a rest ^^.

That so-called rest wasn't really long though =P....right after that, phase 2 of our ride marathon began.

Gonna keep this short or else I'll sound repetitive XD so I'll let the pics do the talking =)

Yes....retarded -_-"

Ah, the bumper boat XD really tickles me when I think about this hehehhehe.....

It seemed that I can finally switch roles of being cameraman with Hoong as he's not playing this ride due to a rather small technical 'problem'. Well that's not the case anyway =P

And to distinguish a real man among men...obviously the real men take the Spaceshot while the *ahem* forementioned capture our pics XD

It's funny that there are humans that like to have their asses launched upward and then felled downward like a ragdoll.

A pity...I was one of them XD

Well guess what, we took the flume ride for the second time :D

The Energizer dude with all his glowing glory.

Oh, silly me for forgetting this....during that time, coincidently it was on the day where the whole world celebrates Earth Hour at exactly 8.30pm depending on their local time.

How did we celebrate this event? We took our gullible butts to KFC and have them rip our wallets apart in return for small portions of fried...hmm....i don't think we could call them chickens....heck it doesn't even look like a chick...it's....so small -.-

At the same time, Starbucks too was celebrating Earth Hour along with us by giving out a 20% discount on all products sold there. Yes....when I say all....it includes the workers O_O Damn...where are the waitresses when I want them >_<>

When we're done with mercilessly filling our stomachs with loads of caffeine and cream, it's back to the rides....indoor rides to be precise =P coupled with a few funny shots.

I was right......>=)

Went back to the room again...to rest and bathe. After that met up with a friend of Shuang's at the OldTown Kopitiam near our room. And more rides soon to follow lol

Boy is Chei Lin gonna be mad XD

Went back to the room....again....to grab a few stuff, I managed to capture these 2 pics....for the sake of being random =P

This scene really reminds me of that Steven Spielberg alien flick >.> Do Da Dam Do Dam

We later went for a game of pool/snooker at this err....bar?

You Kong getting wasted by a bottle of booze =P hehehe

Alright then, after a whole day of play play play and play, everyone's really tired and off we headed, back to our room to capture a couple of Zs. Until the next morning....we were greeted by these......

The follwing pictures may be graphical or suggestive and viewing guidance is greatly recommended.

Don't say I didn't warn you >=O

You're one persistent cookie aren't ya? fine....

CHUN HOONG!!!! When he tries to act like a girl who just noticed she's been spied with her butt naked. XD

Ignore the mirror......

After getting ourselves to 'pom pom', we packed our stuff and it's back to KL we go.

Geez...-_-

Our day didn't entirely end there =P We managed to grab a bowl of hot tasty beef noodles at Pudu before grabbing a ride back to the Seri Petaling station....to balik rumah......to bathe again.......to surf the net......and sleep XD

Guess that's about it >.> Anywhos, enough of my blabbering for today XD Got some dusting to do....on this blog that is =P

Aww..man...I forgot bout that Crazy Space ride...oh what teh heck...that ride sucks anyway

Chiao~

2009-04-20T00:56:00.003+08:00

It's funny that some things happen to go against you no matter how hard try to go againts the 'current'. They seem to come all at once when you least expect them. Sad....as it really breaks all hopes in getting anything done. Well...for me? F**k it all. As long as I'm here....I'll get something done alright...I'll do something.....as long as I'm here....

On the side note, .everything's changing......and I....

love??

2009-03-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

every fleeting second the meaning of love begins to fade
what is to blame, who is to blame?
was it how the word is said?
that remains a mystery, through the course of time

can you tell me all about love? a person asked
please tell me what is the meaning of love
well, it's nothing complicated
to me, it's something soothing; like the flight of a dove

it is something to be shown
not to be told
you can't reclaim it once thrown
nor could you buy it back once sold

love is something you can't take for granted
it's something that may leave people broken-hearted
it exists without reason
for with one, is like treason

the meaning of love is abundant
it means loyalty like how a dog is to its master
it means sharing the same meal till the end of life
it means protecting each other with every strength you can muster

despite saying those above, is that what love is?
are they what makes up the meaning of love?
honestly, for me, love needs no meaning
it needs not to be defined
it is not a what nor a something
it just exists; it comes and stays if we cherish it
as it fades and rots away if not nurtured

you can define love if you want to,
but bear in mind, it is not just a word looked up in the dictionary
well, gaming is what i shall go back to
i may have sounded naive, but who gives a crap, i feel a bit blurry XD

Entry Flood

2009-02-23T23:48:00.034+08:00

YES!!! I KNOW!!! I've been neglecting my blog yet again XD First things first, I have to blame my internship for preventing ,me from making a decent updated entry =p (did I mention that I finally got a place in the company of my first choice?) Well, to compensate this huge voooooooooooooiiiiiiiiiiiid, this post will be rather long so expect a little traffic for those with a connection speed of an anal-probed ancient tortoise...as for those with how to say, I mean, who enjoy the luxury of Ferrari-like connections, screw you XP. Let's get back to business =)

Firstly, yes, a post covering my Chinese New Year stuff. Indeed it's long overdue but I'd post it anyway X)....ok what the heck....I'll make this quick.

It's very predictable, really. Day one was all about ang pow collecting the rest of the other days were all about visiting friends and yes, again, angpow extortion.

A group photo taken at Sonia's house (yes, the cameraman is yours truly)

As a reward for obeniently following the gang's requet to take a group photo *ahem* without me, I was 'encouraged' to take a pic as if I'm a convict =.= owh well.....

Here are a few random pics >.>

My cousin Joey breathing a breath of fire XD

I seriously didn't know he could actually do THAT with....THAT O_O

A dinner at Station One cafe near Puchong before visiting Sonia to get angpows XD

Wan Yiing turned her house into a mini casino =P

This is a picture of Shuang and I during Kin Hon's supposed last outing at Times Square before heading all the way to Australia to further his studies.

Okay enough of boring CNY stuff!!!! Now to the main course!!! The Malacca outing that the gang and I've been planning for eons >=D

It's just like every typical makan outing to say the least >.> Wake up while the sun's not up yet and start driving....drive...drive...driveeeeeezzzzzzz....*snore*....ahem!! and er...eat eat eat and eat XD

Breakfast is ze most important meal of ze day...so, breakfast at Lucky's before setting off =)

And we caught 2 'dead' rats on the way there >=D

Yes...Malacca...known as one of the historical states in Malaysia. We were greeted by such sceneries upon reaching our destination ^^

The sights and sounds of an old town in a modern world. The echoes of time, ringing in your ears...

The serene view of the Malaccan river...oh so calming

Old vintage cars to admire.....

Old record players for...er....wth is Jason doing?

Swwwwwt.....=.=

Oh forget it.......

And of course, structures, buildings, and even monuments that tell countless stories buried within the flows of time through their strong old appearance.

Oh, what a sight to behol......

Uhhhhhhahhhhhohmygodwhatintheworldofwhatthefu...........O_O!!!!!!!!!

O_O

O_O

-_-

Okay, okay, upon setting our smelly feet on Malacca, we went to this chicken rice ball restaurant...according to Jason they all hor, should be popular wor...and tasty...

Soo.....

Yum~ chicken rice balls.....balls ^^......

Aiks...wth....not THIS =.= wrong picture....

Yes...the chicken rice balls that contributed to part of historic Malacca's fame >=) Never look down on these testicle *ahem* i mean chicken rice balls.

Here, a pic of us, hungry like a pack of wild hyenas waiting patiently for our food. Pictures of us eating our meal was not posted due to its graphical nature. Hey, at least I'm contributing to the welfare of the public =D

Alrighty, enough of chickens and balls. After filling ourselves to the extent we felt like bloated elephants while walking out fo the restaurant, we decided to take a walk round the town of Malacca.

And when it comes to 'walking around', it is a tradition passed down for generations that cam-whoring is a must. So, here are some random pics =p

Houston, we've a problem!

Michele for sale! Sale discount or best buy? @_@ Make up your mind larrrr

Gimme yer nut or i'll blow another hole in your butt! >=O

Jason looked so boh song one XD hehehehe

Cam-whoring can be tiring, and under a hot weather....you could imagine. The only way to solve that problem? Hehehe...simple.....we just drop-by to a nearby shop selling cendol =)

Due to the sweltering heat and our tired puny mortal legs, we decided to stop at this particular cendol shop. Nothing to make a big hoo haa about but it was satisfactory and it was indeed a good way to go with the insanely hot weather.

Yum~

After our pit-stop....MORE PICTURES =D

*BUUUUUUUUUUURP*

Holy f**k! Space aliens!! They even glow O_O

Well....not that I've never seen a double-decker bus before but for the fun of it...ma capture its picture as well then

The men's arsenal...the CANNON!!!! >=D Hyper-burst mode!!! Mega launcha, kai hou!!!

Keat Ming attempting to blow Chun Hoong's ass to smitherins with his large cannon. Who said size does not matter? It does =O...take a look at Shuang's expression XD HAHAHAHAHA! Boy, Chun Hoong's really gonna fly to the moon.

The focus of the pic was suppose to be the person on the right...how it ended up like this? Beats me >.> =P

Having only cendol wasn't enough so as expected, we took another detour to yes another 'pit-stop' which is none other than McDonald's.

Yeah, right....enjoy double prosperity by covering my face with a red balloon =.=

I'm starting to sound repetitive now =.=...anyway, after McD's..off we go sight-seeing again.

Snake: =.=

Oh yea...nearly forgot...these pictures were taken near the Stadhuy's building. After loitering around, off we go again to makan...next stop, a beef noodle shop which I've forgotten its name =.=

Jiun and Michele savouring the taste of beef along with the other half of the gang in the background.

Mi sup tulang dah lah habis makan....maka we went to this warehouse selling erm...snacks?

Didn't take any pics when we were there so bear with it XD Heck I even forgot the name of the place as well ehehehehe......

Next stop, was a cafe....and again....I forgot the name of that place =.= but it sure does sell good Japanese layer cakes :3

Coming in a variety of flavours and colours, these cakes are indeed to die for ^^

Our next place under our sign-seeing list was to take a ride on the Eye On Malacca...well....I'd prefer it being called Eye Of Malacca >.>

Ferris wheel look puny from far...me wants to crush puny wheel >=D

Yet another group photo ^^

Of course, how could we forget about the......

Super Sentai KL Rangers! lol Protectors of all that is good, devourers of anything that is...err...good? XD Henshin~

Jumpin' jellybeans O_O

This was taken when we were onboard on one of the gondolas. Despite their big smiling faces XD you could actually smell their fear.....yes...Jiun and Chin Kwok were scared shitless cause you know...acrophobia (fear of heights) XD Okay, I think I was exaggerating a little on the shitless part =P

Aww...frightful smiles XD

After the ride, it was approaching evening so we stopped by at this satay and cucuk fusion whatever we call it restaurant. For every place selling bizarre dishes, expect a long line with hungry patrons there.

The bastard child as a result of satay raping cucuk......wait....what's with the herbs o_O

To be honest.....the food gave me mixed feelings...both good and bad in terms of taste =S

That was all since it was the last place we stopped for food. After that, it was home we go.....and upon reaching home....a round of Left 4 Dead XD Boy that never gets old HAHAHHAHA

Well, that's not the end of this post yet >=D not that I'm letting it....

After the Malacca trip, it was to Pandan Indah's Steven's Corner for its banana leaf rice. Not gonna say much about that day as all we did was stuffing ourselves like pigs with all those food. Well err...we had to >.> cuz..ehehehehe...I made a mistake by ordering more than everyone could handle....or is it that everyone's on a diet >=O zzzzzzzz And this was suppose to be Keat Ming's final mamak visit before going off the Australia to, yes, further his studies.

Foooooooooooooooooooood~

A few more yum cha sessions before Keat Ming and Jiun made their move to Aussieland...

Doh!? Duh?.......damn...so f**k retarded lol

Before I forget, we were at Nga Nga Shan.

Wings Cafe......

After all those outings, it's time for Keat Ming to board his plane to Australia. A few pics to picture the scene at that moment =)

Still giving that si beh song kind of expression huh? lol

Indeed seeing Keat Ming leaving for Australia was a rather tearful event for some. Won't be able to bully him for the next nine months =P Owh well....

Later it was Jiun's turn to take his flight to Australia. With now two OMG (Outings, Mamak, and Games) members lesser, it'll take time for us to adapt to their absence. Well, despite everything that has happened, hey, no point being sombre.....it's not like it's the end of the world. Heck, a new chapter of our lives has just begun and we're still in the middle of this story while the ending is still so faaaaaaaaaaaar away. I'm being optimistic here :3 ....hopefully what's in stored in the future will be something pleasant.

Anywhos, everyone enjoyed every second of being together =) I enjoyed it, I bet YOU guys enjoyed it =P I'll be looking forward to a next big outing ^^ No matter what, cheers to an everlasting friendship =D

A Day In PD (late entry)

2009-01-21T21:29:00.018+08:00

Bon jour! Well just finished me exams so here I am, gonna start catching up with stuff that I've left out during my 'short' period of absence in the blogosphere. To keep things short, 2 weeks ago (yes, 2 weeks) or 2 Sundays ago to be exact >.> , the gang and I went on a trip to Port Dickson instead of our usual Bukit Gasing climb. We did have a group discussion on where to go on that Sunday but all suggestions were trashed as off all things to happen....we had no idea where those places are located but lo and behold, Port Dickson emerged as our best candidate =D.

And as expected, without Chun Hoong around, the obvious driver was yours truly. Before heading out, we had quite a late breakfast at a curry noodle shop located at the market behind my house. It was a rather hearty breakfast to say the least. Oh and how could I forget =P Keat Ming suddenly developed this 'urge' to mix loads of chilli in his curry noodles (I assume only ar). Well to tell the truth, it's not exactly THAT hot but this was his reaction:

Classic~ XD

You could tell that he was perspiring till kingdom come.

Anyway, after makan, off we go to ze beach of Port Dickson. Quite a fast journey though we did take a few wrong turns before reaching to our destination =P.

Ah~ yes, the sights and sounds of the beach...the cool breeze....the soothing ambience...the....err...whatever la

Upon arriving, the weather looked rather unwelcoming as it was showing signs that it'd rain in no time. But crap, the weather's being a puss and ended up giving us a false alarm. Well, in other words...I could say that the weather was great =D. The sun was not too hot nor too bright and the best part, it wasn't raining....in fact it did not rain at all.

Enough of that weather shenanigans. Where was I....o yea. While at the beach..we happened to stumble upon something weird..Something out of this world...Something alien.....

As you can see, we were trying to dig this 'thing' out of the sand. Jason and I were doing the digging while Li Shuang looked on.

Well, whadaya know.....it turned out to be a normal triangular kite =.=

Anywhos, like any sane person would do, we tried to make it fly......but....attempt after attempt...our efforts were in vain. But until Chei Lin and Li Shuang decided to give it a try to make the kite fly....well this happened....

Yea, the kite did fly alright....but it suddenly glowed for no reason! It looked as if it was about to transform into something.

And it did transform!! @_@. That so-called kite turned into a huge flying saucer and started zapping the two girls @_@ OH!....the horror.....I told ya that thing was alien.

With haste and without hesitation, Jason ran to their aid...but it was all too late....because....

Whatever that I've told above just now was just a big lame made-up story =P muehehehehe XD

Okay, fine..back to real facts. The kite? Well we actually bought it at the same beach were hanging around. The flying saucer thing was pure bullcrap. We DID try to fly it but every attempt was met with a humiliating crash. After that, we decided to give up. Jason and Chei Lin went to the place where we placed out picnic mat (oh, totally forgotten to mention bout the picnic mat =P) to rest and jaga our benda la, while Li Shuang, Keat Ming and I decided to head towards the sea.

As we walked towards the sea....we had to cross this huge 'colony' of sea-shell-like-creatures. HAHAahahhaha and guess what? Li Shuang was screaming the top of her lungs as we crossed that place. Reason? Takut kat benda-benda itu lar.

Did nothing much accept to play around with the water and cam-whore around =P

Oh, and Keat Ming decided to release his inner child by trying to create what he claimed to be an arm of a terra cotta soldier....well for me.....speechless XD

Okay, after spending enough time cam-whoring and stuff, it was our turn to jaga barang while Jason and Chei Lin went to enjoy themselves. And as we met up with Jason and Chei Lin, with pride and joy, they told me that they've just hid my sandals and I had to find them myself =.= Well, Keat Ming decided to go play with Jason and Chei Lin, ditching Li Shuang and I =\ Anyway, to kill time, I drew an elepig XD and it was cam-whoring session again.

Finally, I couldn't stand it....I really had to find my sandals. Went around searching for them with the help of Li Shuang and yes......she found them instead of me >.> (thanks ya =D) Then started to cam-whore while digging for my sandals =P

Here's a pic of Jason and Chei Lin....

Well, all of us didn't do much except to play around and capture a few pics

We had ice cream

Yum~ ice cream ^^

And after having our ice-creams, we headed back to the beach....AGAIN

But this time, I drew a few drawings on the sand so as a normal reaction, we took pictures with them =D

I dont' think my 20 years of education has prepared me for this......what the hell???? And that drawing's not from me =.=

Oh..kay....>.>

Well after the whole beach thing, we decided to go to Guoman Resort to hang around. Did nothing much except to sit at the sea side to enjoy the sounds of the splashing waves while feeling the soothing blow of the wind. Too bad I didn't really capture any pics =\ Anyway, after that, it's off to dinner for us.

Initially we couldn't find a decent place to eat as most of the restaurants in Port Dickson were closed! @_@ As hunger over-whelmed out sanity...we decided to dine in any restaurant that we come across first. And we found this place....aww...schucks....I forgot the name of the restaurant >_<

Crap! We forgot to capture the picture of that crab dish we ordered >_<>

Ordered loads of food and we stuffed ourselves like a Thanksgiving turkey. It was indeed a scrumptious dinner and I pretty much enjoyed it.

After dinner, it wass home to KL we go. Though it felt as if that time wasn't long enough for us to enjoy and it was too soon to go back....honestly, I really did have a great time there.

Well, at least everyone went home happily.

Upon reaching home, hahahhaha it was time for a round of Left 4 Dead =P. The feeling of satisfaction when hearing the sound of a zombie's cranium being penetrated by loads of lead was *sniff*....priceless ^^

Well that's all for today...Nick, logging out. And before I forget, Keat Ming did his own coverage on the Port Dickson trip as well so feel free to hit the link.

=O

2009-01-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

2009-01-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

I dunno but after hearing the piano piece from this site...I can't seem to get it off of my head >_< Strangely, there's a weird feel towards this piece of music...serene...calming...peaceful yet filled with a mild touch of sorrow....but spotting a glimmer of determination...

All in all...I feel somewhat dreamy @_@ Nuff said....I need that Final Fantasy XIII OST really really badly. I hate it when I get teased like this >_<

O yea...there're actually 2 tracks on that site and I'm not referring to that techno rockish other one.

A late goodbye to 2008

2009-01-03T13:23:00.013+08:00

Hellio! It's been more than a month since my last post.....anyway not gonna apologize for the lack of posts this time ^^ First and foremost I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year. Yeah, I know, it's kinda late for this kind of post >.> well...better late than never huh? And so sorry that I can't accept your 'Dead Blog Award', Shuang XD

Seeing 2008 slowly disappear from the calendar, I kinda did my own reminiscence of the past...well...mentally of course. Many things have happened..both joyous and heart-breaking. I have to say, I did learn a lot from this event-filled 2008. As I see people come and go...I noticed something. Though I exist in this world, this whole life thing isn't exactly MY story...in fact, it's everyone's story. Things happened and I've realised that people too have their own sets of issues and so on; stories of their own that form part of a larger arc in this story of life. Well, it's kinda long-winded if I wanna it describe but we'll just leave it that way shall we? ^^

Moving on to 2009...too made me realise...how fast time travels. Yes, it's a cliched line but hey, it never gets old XD. Looking back at the pages of my old school magazines along with a few school pictures....I was like...'wow'...I can't believe 3 years have already passed. Kinda missed the days back then actually....those carefree years. Compared to now..my, everyone did change a lot since then but as for me...I'm not the one to judge XD

Ehehehehe.....don't really know what else to type. Okay, fine...well...err...I had more to type but I wanna avoid typing one long-winded essay =.= Or perhaps I don't even know what I'm typing. Ish...at least it's still better than me going DAAAAAGHHH!!! or something like that >.> Anyway, since the new year's here, to all my family and friends:
Despite everything that life has to throw at you, we'll all charge it head on. Leave out all of our painful pasts in 2008 and bring forward the happy thoughts in 2008 to 2009. Happy Chine......wait...crap...Happy New Year!!!!

O yea...before I forget...pics from the recent New Year's celebration =P Due to Malaysia's obnoxiously 'kura-kura-ish' Internet speed, this is the best I can do. On the side note, Jiun, Jason and Chei Lin weren't there with us for certain personal reasons so...only Chun Hoong, Chee Phin, Chin Kwok, Li Shuang, Keat Ming and of course, yours truly ^^ are, you know, inside the pics. And I didn't bother to sort the pics out so...lantak aje lar.

It's obvious this is Pavillion =.=

With nowhere else to go, McDonald's is the place to go =P

KL's traffic police's new technology to keep rowdy revellers at bay: the Super-insanely-godly-shiny vest of doom with a mispelt word for 'police' (POLIS) imprinted on it...Purpose? To shine any 'uncontrollable' denizens of KL to oblivion.

In the name of justice and the with the power of light!! I shall SHINE you into submission!!! Yeeaaaggghhhh!!! Super-Infinity-Monk-Jump-Over-The-Wall-Cause-I-Dunno-What-I'm-Saying-Supreme-Mega-Ultima-VEST FLASH!!!!! *shine* (ok...it's just a reflection of my phone cam's flash)

Take a look at ze crowd

They look like puny ants....I have the urge to SMASH

Oh noez!! Dorky smile on the loose!

Kat Parkroyal Hotel lot

Well, that's all folks!!! Now can chao adi lar XD

First Interview

2008-11-28T09:38:00.002+08:00

Wooohoooo~ I seriously can't hold my happiness inside me now cause guess what? I've been called in for my first internship interview XD The best part? It's the company of my first choice =D Well.....the not so good part....>.> I thought I'd be doing both accounting, tax and audit in that company but alas, it's only audit =.= Oh what am I saying.....I have not even been through the interview yet....but damn I'm in cloud nine now XD Weeeeeheeeheeee~ @_@ Anyway, interview's on next tuesday =D Wish me luck.

Endless Possibilities

2008-11-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

[Verse 1:]
This is my escape
I'm running through this world
And I'm not looking back

'Cause I know I can go
Where no one's ever gone
And I'm not looking back

But how will I know when I get there?
And how will I know when to leave?
We've all got to start from somewhere
It's right here for me
The possibilities are never ending

[Chorus:]
I see it, I see it
And now it's all within my reach
Endless possibility
I see it, I see it now
It's always been inside of me
And now I feel so free
Endless possibility

[Verse 2:]
And so we’ll carry on
My time to shine has come
I feel it

As fast as I will go
Up to the top I’ll go
You’ll see it
(You’ll see it)

So who’s waking up when I get there?
It feels like I’m lost in a dream
I know in my heart that it’s my time
And I already see
The possibilities are never ending

[Chorus]
Drop n’ Stop
‘Cause you’ve proven again
Now this is where
My journey begins

You'll lose speed, you're losing your flow
But inside is a power you'll never know!
Better let it out, it's inside you!
Better all step back, 'cause I'm coming through!

[Chorus x2]

(Endless Possibilities)
Endless Possibilities
(Endless Possibilities)
Endless Possibilities

*Look out Life, cause here I come >=D

o_O

2008-11-20T23:01:00.004+08:00

I can't seem to get these songs off of my head >.> Heck, I can't believe I actually enjoyed listening to these O_O...

Well, they're actually from a *gasp* Gundam (I know it's a taboo word to some =.=) *gasp* game (another taboo word =.=) titled, G-Saviour. Though well-known for being the crappiest game of all humanity (to me actually >.>).....I've actually beaten the game a couple of times....for the sake of the music. Guess I have a weird taste for music XD

*Rest assured, there's nothing Gundam-ish aside from the pics used in the videos.

Of My Dreams

Dear Mother

A suitable song for Mother's Day...how it ended up in a Gundam game? Beats me....>.>

Repose In A Time

Randomnya.....

2008-11-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to think that I'm very gullible....hmmm...perhaps I'm thinking too much >.> Well, gotta head back to my tutorials...slavery awaits XD

And I still want my LittleBigPlanet T_T

Bleeding Cash

2008-11-06T21:02:00.005+08:00

Attracted to the thing
That I couldn’t resist
Paying through my nose
Though I don’t really need it
Time starts to pass
Before I know it it’s already sold

Oooo

But something happened
For the very first time I saw it
My heart stopped right on the spot
Thought it was cool
And everyone’s looking ‘round
As if I am an ele =.=

But I don’t care what they say
I must buy that thing
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
I prepared my wallet
That I’ve been keeping in my pocket
I cut my wallet open and it

Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
It keeps bleeding
It keeps, keeps bleeding cash
Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
My wallet was cut open

Oooh, ooh…

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Don’t buy lar, wasting money
That is all I could hear
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from buying

Hey, yeah!

My heart keeps pounding
Goddammit I must get what I want
And in this world of expensive things
I see your box
Yet everyone around me
Looks at me as if I’m an ele

But I don’t care what they say
I must buy that thing
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
I prepared my wallet
That I’ve been keeping in my pocket
I cut my wallet open and it

Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
It keeps bleeding
It keeps, keeps bleeding cash
Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
My wallet was cut open

I don’t care what they say
I must buy that thing
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
I prepared my wallet
That I’ve been keeping in my pocket
I cut my wallet open and it

Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
It keeps bleeding
It keeps, keeps bleeding cash
Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
I cut my wallet open and it

Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
It keeps bleeding
It keeps, keeps bleeding cash
Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash
I cut my wallet open and it
Keeps bleeding
Keeps, keeps bleeding cash

Don’t sue me >_<

P.S: I want LittleBigPlanet T_T So, mom, if you're reading this....Christmas is around the corner so...erm..you know lar XD tahu buat lar hahahahahahaha

Big Obnoxiously Retarded Emo-ish Dumbass

2008-11-03T13:52:00.005+08:00

Is it me or everything's moving at a very slooooooooooooow pace lately.....Yes, that's right, it's that time again! I'm BORED =D so, I'm not gonna vent my anger by going DAAAAGGHHH!!!! this time since my mom commented that I sound like a mizerable dude if I do so. Something new for a change......

*opens YouTube page*

*watches Teletubbies*

Why am I subjecting myself to this torture? I dunno >.> Weeeeeeeeeeee~ Teletubbies @_@

I shall experience this moment of temporary insanity until I find something interesting. And the title for this post bears no relation whatsoever to what I'm typing =P Oh why am I doing this =.=

*continues watching Teletubbies*

*bangs head in a sadistic way of happiness*

Virtual murder

2008-10-24T12:52:00.005+08:00

It's funny how certain people get all worked up over a game....

A woman was jailed for 'killing'...or should I say, deleting her virtual husband in Maple Story. Reason? It seems that she was very angry when her 'hubby' divorced her without any warnings or whatsoever. Kinda laughable dontcha think? Though I talk a lot about games and may occasionally be labelled as a game freak, my obsession of games will never go to THAT extent O_O

Hit the link for the full story from Yahoo! news
Online divorcee jailed after killing virtual hubby

And bout my birthday pics....too bad I don't plan on posting any XD (Since everyone has them....mostly I guess...so no need to post lar)

On the side note...I really should cut down on my naps.....for some unknown reasons I think this excessive sleeping activity is slowly affecting my mental state =.= I won't be surprised when one day I won't be able to differentiate between dreams and reality (I've been dreaming a lot in my sleep lately =.=)....but I enjoy sleeping @_@ and god dammit I wanna watch 10 Promises To My Dog!

19 to 20

2008-10-21T00:31:00.004+08:00

Well...guess I've already turned 20....damn....

Anyway, I wanna take this opportunity to thank everyone who celebrated my birthday =) especially my friends and of course, how could I forget, my family ^^

I seriously can't imagine that time could fly THIS fast...especially when you're enjoying yourself...ish...I still think that I'm 19 =.= I have to say, a lot has happened during these past few years and right now, I can only reminisce them with a smile...ok..obviously no smiling for those unhappy events =P

Bah, I don't wanna make this post as loooooooooong as an an elephant's trunk. Therefore, that's all for today XD And again, THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! I had a great day....and not forgetting, thank you as well for the 'facial' treatment you guys gave =.= (wth am i saying...)

O yea....guys, please (that means you Li Shuang >_<)....no more bananas....unless you want me puking at you profusely =.= (I have one, which is already enough...2...that's too much XD ) and bout the pics...later la...lazy =P

Who needs a title when you have a post?

2008-10-13T02:39:00.003+08:00

Me is back =D Forget about the title above...I've ran out of ideas for titles so...voila >.> Well, enough of that intro crap and let's get back to business shall we? To get things started, today's post is more like last week's round up....er..not really...geez I really suck at starting posts >_<>

Firstly, my mom actually discovered my blog @_@ *cough**alison**cough*. Cause of that....I've been refraining myself from blogging for a moment to avoid typing stuff that may turn out paiseh-ish.

OK lar mummy =.=...I was surprised la and you kinda amazed me when you found this blog...but come on le....very paiseh to blog lar.......

Alrighty, next....

I've recently celebrated my chinese birthday....it was on the 9th to be exact. According to my mom or grandma or arhh....I forgot!!....it is a custom or should I say, a must to celebrate this event as I was about to turn 21 according to the chinese calendar (I'm officially still 19 so I don't feel bad yet XD). Well, this involved me getting up earlier than usual. Had to go to the temple in Petaling Street to pray and so and so.....burn joss stick and pray to deities those things ar....typical stuff. After that it's off to college and yes.....I had classes on that day =.=

Fast-forward to the future...ok, a few hours to the future then...we had this huge...I think I can call this huge la since so many people pegi...dinner. Most of my relatives came and oh boy! my nanny and her grand daughter came too =D Anyway, did what usual families do when having big dinners....joking around,gossiping, chatting...so and so >.>

I hope I don't get made fun of for saying this but.....I am very grateful for those who were there during that dinner. I enjoyed myself =D

Okie then, that's all for my post to day, but before I go...here are a few pics =)

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See what? No pics to post also XD I admit I'm feeling kinda lazy now so no pics today =P Hopefully tomorrow? or perhaps some other day.

By the way, I can't get Make It Mine by Jason Mraz off my head O_O

Also addicted to Sigma Harmonics'OST XD.....pretty decent collection of in-game music =D
OH! and my Financial Management lecturer suckssssssss.............I can't tell what the hell he's trying to say!!!! Aim pronounced as am??? What the hell????????????

GUNDAM 00 Season 2

2008-10-06T15:03:00.001+08:00

All hail Gundam!!

And my college starts tomorrow =.= rats.....

Apa I sedang posting? I tak tau

2008-10-04T03:26:00.005+08:00

I guess it's pretty late for a blog entry but bah! don't care XD The clock is ticking, while I'm still typing....guess it's about time my time's up =_= *sigh*

Before anyone jumps the gun, nonono I'm not dying....oh geez that was lame =.= anyway, college's about to start and I've a few days left of my holidays. Damn...I can feel a lot of stuff pounding my head....something like gazillions of nuclear-propelled cruise missiles come crashing on your puny little skull. Thinking about college puts me on this wild emotional rollercoaster ride. The idiotic part? I don't even understand what I'm feeling =_=. Heck, I don't' even know what the hell I'm typing.

It's pretty ironic as I've been complaining about my holidays being boring.....but as classes are about to start, I start dreading college! Oh, why are humans made to become fickle-minded organisms (ok lor...not all lor before you plan on setting me up in flames). Aaarrhhh.....I've gotta think of something to do in order to make this holiday meaningful...something that must be done during these last remaining ounces of freedom! But maybe that's not the case.....arrghh....I dunno @_@

Well, that's all for my meaningless post today -_- uurrghhh....I think I need to sleep...but I've slept too much O_O

Bah...

On the side note.....I've noticed that I've been given funny names lately and they're slowly building up on my list =.=

nicholase, nicku, nickulut, chocolate, nigulas, elephant, nickubau, nicky butt, nickubutt, niculus, nicholasu, elepig, b!tch, nick the e =.=, nickulat, nick.....what the hell......=.= I've lost track.

Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!!! :3

Bye byez (ayer...cannot imagine my self pronouncing it with the Z)

Holiday mumbo jumbo

2008-10-01T17:09:00.009+08:00

Ola! I'm back XD. Well, first things first, I have to admit that it's pretty ironic as my temporary absence was not due to me enjoying my holidays......well...I was in fact emo-ing due to the intense holiday boredom (playing Cabal everyday is not a good thing >_<). Yea, yea, I bought the PS3 but I had no games to play =.=....for 2 weeks after purchase because I was broke as hell >_< (Come on, I splurged quite a lot on that PS3). Anyway, I finally bought a game XD *hoorah!!* titled Grand Theft Auto 4 yesterday. Aside from blasting people that consist of 0s and 1s...there's nothing much to do but man...the graphics look awesome @_@. The details...the lightings...err....not getting too geeky here..but everything!! Well, my life does not revolve around games mind you =.=...AND not only Gundams...I can sense someone whispering that name >=( Nothing much has been happening lately....did the typical holiday stuff...you know..outings with friends and those yada yada.

Oh yea, guess what I did? =D Since my friends were so into elephants, I drew a few pics of it out of, you guessed it, BOREDOM! and I've been wondering perhaps I could use it as this blog's mascot >.> (wth?? what was I thinking!???). Anyway, I share share la. Come to think of it...if you can't win them...join them =.= (Guys, you should get the drift)

Not forgetting, this is a sketch of a Welsh Corgi I drew say...2 years ago for my English presentation =D

Well, that's all for today, au revoir =D

Oh, and I can't seem to get this song off of my head @_@

PS: About the Deloitte challenge....since got no sound no air, I assume that we lost...so who gives? ^^

Historia!

2008-09-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

Got this about 2 hours ago.....

It's something black
It came with a big pack
I didn't get this for free
But this thing rhymes with pee

Okay, okay, enough of teasing, I know it's kinda lame =P But I guess this pic tells it all.

Wasiao! This is the real sh!t =O

All hail to the almighty console *bows*.

And by the way, Ben just got his hair cut XD

To the sky! VFs!

2008-09-15T02:31:00.007+08:00

*gasp* =O

Dammit! I should've taken up aviation instead of accounting.....but I don't wanna puke my insides out -_-" Though without the mechas, I'd dig flying =)

*kkkchhh* Tally-ho on the bogeys! Liasnoch to AWACS, 10 bogeys inbound at vector 230, preparing to splash.....over.....oh..f**k...unable to do so...Winchester...#&(*&%&^$ S.O.B.

O yea, and don't mind the Engrish XD

The Return

2008-09-11T01:13:00.009+08:00

Woohoo!!! Finally I'm back XD Do ignore the title....this post isn't about that Form 5 English novel =P. Well I've just finished my 1st sem exam of my advance diploma *cheers* and obviously I'm having my holiday now =D. BUT.......life decides to be a b!tch and wanted to bite me...heck it already bit me. To keep it simple, my holiday joy has been short-lived as I'm supposed to take part in this Deloitte Challenge whatever you call it thingy. The worse part? My lecturer submitted my name without my consent >_<. Not forgetting, I have an assignment to finish during my holidays =.=. Even so, that's not the case...it is the fact that I hate participating into these competitions! arrrrggghhhh.....I feel like blasting squirrels with a high-powered watergun.

How this started? Well, it all began on one cloudy afternoon during my Taxation class.

Tax lecturer: Alright class, there is this Deloitte Challenge thing going around and I would...........bla bla bla bla bla..........and Nicholas, I would like you to join this as well .

Me: O_O Me!? er......I don't think I want to =.= (WTF!?)

Tax lecturer: You should join. It's something you shouldn't miss

Me: Errr.....ehh...eheheheheh (This fella joking ar?)

After class, as I thought everything was over, he approached me =.=

Tax lecturer: I'll wait for your answer ya? Looking forward to you joining. =D

Me: Err......don't want la...I think I don't wanna join >.> (jia lat lor...he was serious!)

Tax lecturer: Not a lot of people can participate into this you know?

Me: But I have an FR assignment that I need to finish during my holidays >.> (wtf...I said no means no lar still ask me for what =.= tan gu gu lar)

Tax lecturer: Nevermind, you tell me about this later.

Me: ... (&@^*#&%@*^&%#!?)

Well, of course I didn't talk to him about that crap after that. In fact, I nearly forgot about this challenge......until during my examination (which was my last paper) 2 days ago =.=

*Doing exam*

??: Here, give me your HP number.

Me: !!!!???? (Who the chicken rice!?)

*Writes number*
*Looks up*

Tax lecturer: I'll call you later to tell you about the challenge.

Me: -_-

And guess what? He called me and bla bla bla bla fast-forward, I received an e-mail from him yesterday. What he said was, he had already submitted my name to participate in this competition and I am required to go to college on Friday to meet my college's tax 'expert'.

My reaction upon reading the mail?

*runs off to the main road*

*pon! pon!*

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech*

*kadababo!! kling klang bom!*

Yes, I wanted to reenact what that labrador did in that Bridgestone advertisement...but this time, minus the Bridgestone tyres.

Before I forget, this competition is group-oriented...*sigh*...and I was assigned to a group consisting people that I kinda....say.....dislike (my momma always say..never use the word hate...it's a strong word >.<). Anyway, seems that I've got no choice but to go with flow heh. Oh....life...........

Before I end this post, though I may get whacked for saying this....'Aiyah....second day of holiday...feel so siiiieeennnnnnnn adi' XD. There, I feel better now and no mroe bragging from me from now on =P.

PS: I may be getting my PS3 this weekend...or maybe next weekend..... =D (Please take note of the word 'MAY')

Birthdays

2008-08-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

I can see that I've been neglecting my blog...so..to compensate, I shall type my entry today in err...how to say...different styles???

Bimbo style
These days were like...extremely waaaaaay overboard. I've been spending like hello...a few hundred ringgit on my friends' birthdays. They were coming like omygawd...I'm so dazed...birthdays birthdays birthdays...I'm so broke and my parents are like whatever. They keep lecturing me about all these budget yoggurt crap and I was like...yada yada yatidi yada.

*Yes, I've failed mizerably on that.

Emo style
My friends...their birthdays....they just keep coming. Why am I even celebrating with them? I can't show my face....I bet they're talking bad about me when I'm looking away. Why? Why torture me like this! I know I'm ugly! I'm even worse than a motorcyclist being crushed by the tyres of a truck! I hate the world! I hate everyone! They're making me spend!!! I can't stand it anymore! My wallet is drying up! Why is this happening to me!? I want everyone to leave me alone. My life is so meaningless....it has no significance. I don't understand why I bother attending your birthdays...Just let me rot in my room. I'm nothing...I feel so empty! WHY!!!???
*takes knife and cuts wrist*

Benglish style
Dis few days ar....very the much moneys i spended on everyone. Their bdays ar...ar like coming one by ones so the fast. I buys presents ar till my money poof become like water dat come out from the toilet bowl when i oh sh sh. i so the very kanasai lar...no money also has to goes out. Luckily ar, my ATM charges my ho pau so thats i cans spends again. So ar, I'm the very happying lor. No need feel sad no money. Bye byez lar....i wants to pangsai..my tou pain pain.

Well that's enough for today =D Back to my assignments XD

PS: Some random @$$hole just called me a cjb for no apparent reason through an SMS. Boy, was he wrong.....I have a lj...not a jb. =)

Yet another pointless post

2008-07-31T00:46:00.004+08:00

Right now I should be studying on my Tax but what the heck. I've been neglecting this blog so I guess it's high time for me to post something =P Well then...where to start......aside from having loads of assignments to finish....errr....rats.....guess I actually have nothing to post today after all =P Aaarhhh....guess I gotta go...haveta wake up early for college...sheesh......

P.S: I've just realized that 'ta ma de' is something rude >.>.......heh..who gives? XD

The dumbest question in Poke'mon

2008-07-22T02:16:00.002+08:00

Only those who played Poke'mon may understand this XD

Wa si ni lao be XD

2008-07-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

LOL

Here, an 'update'

2008-07-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

Yea, yea I know I've not been posting lately cuz I'm busy rushing my assignments at the moment >_<. Updates coming soon.....IF I finish my assignments. =P Chiao

Bye bye KUMON

2008-06-30T22:41:00.003+08:00

Today shall be the day I receive my last pay cheque from KUMON (Seri Petaling branch) after working there for more than 2 years (2006-08). To be frank, I've never expected to work this long; I actually planned on leaving after working for around 6 months =P. Well, guess I was reluctant to do that. I pretty much enjoyed teaching there as a centre assistant. Boy, am I gonna miss my students T_T. Heck, I'm gonna miss everyone there....they're really nice people. I could remember the day I first joined KUMON....naive...blur...and stuff like that...but I learned to be more responsible since then. In fact, I'd like to say I've grown a bit more mature XD. Well, at least I learned a thing or two..you know...being more tolerant towards naughty kids and stuff like that.*sigh* I can't believe 2 years have passed just like that...gone were the days; happy days while I was teaching. I thought it'd be one of those typical emotionless farewells...but little did I know that it left quite a big impact on me. Anyway, all I want to say is that...it's been a great 2 years working with KUMON...the Seri Petaling branch to be exact XD.

Hate to admit...I feel like crying T_T *sniff*

BT (Not Buttocks....It's Bukit Tinggi)

2008-06-24T14:19:00.009+08:00

Just got back from my Bukit Tinggi trip on Sunday. Well, thanks to blogspot for being stubborn of not letting me to post pics...I had to delay this entry and it seems that Chee Phin, Keat Ming and Chun Hoong have beaten me to posting this. Looks like there's nothing much to type about since the 3 mentioned before posted a rather detailed entry on what happened during the trip. Therefore, I won't be going through all the trouble posting something that has already been posted. I'll be posting some scenic pics I took during the trip.

Behold...the power of the N82!!!

That all folks....more pics to come.

P.S. Dammit...no one ever mentioned about the marinated chicken I brought >_<

Belated Happy Father's Day =P

2008-06-19T02:07:00.003+08:00

Well, wanna take this moment to wish a belated Happy Father's Day. I know it's very very VERY late for me to post this. I can't help it since I've been hounded by my tutorials and my recent addcition to Cabal Online PLUS my thirst for MGS4 spoilers XD. I'm posting this entry so that I don't wanna be accused of being biased >.> (since I made a post on Mother's Day) Treated my family to a meal at McDonald's last Saturday to celebrate Father's Day. Nothing much there....Don't expect any wishy-washy-mishy-mushy poems from me this time =P. I can't imagine myself making one for my dad. It just doesn't seem err....right >.> (that's my point of view though) I'd prefer wishing him or treat my family to something. Well then, enough for today...it's getting late and I've gotta catch my beauty sleep.

P.S.: The scene where Big Boss a.k.a. Naked Snake reconciles with Solid Snake was, to me, one of the most touching scenes in the MGS series. Second goes to the scene where Naked Snake salutes The Boss' tombstone.

Yet another random post

2008-06-13T16:17:00.003+08:00

Urrghh.....wanted to make a post but I kept on procrastinating. Been busy lately; playing Cabal and being occupied by college stuff. Woohooo, Metal Gear Solid 4's finally out and damn it looks as 'cuntek' as ever. Well then.....errr...don't really have much to say today since I'm out of ideas at the moment. Dammit.....I'm feeling rather sleepy to tell the truth and I don't really know what I'm typing now. Guess this is long enough to be counted as a post huh? Before I forget, yipee~ I qualify for a full scholarship in college for graduating diploma with dinstinction. Okay then, me gotta go...*yawn*...signing out.

Random crap

2008-06-09T01:08:00.003+08:00

It is raining,
Up in the sky, there is lightning
Amidst the rain two figures can be seen
It was as if a battle has just ended

A knight lifts his sword into the air
To his enemy, he gives a stare
Ready with a striking pose
To slay his enemy is what he thinks most

His enemy, lying on the ground
Shivering in fear, he is lost for words
His armour battered, still, words are not found
He is drowning, in his lake of fear

'Why do you fight!?'
Yelled the knight
'For my country's pride'
His enemy replied

'How blind could you be, enemy of mine'
'For not fighting for your beliefs'
'But to fight for what your ruler thinks is fine'
Reasoned the knight

'Aren't you fighting for your country?'
'Aren't you not fighting for your beliefs?'
'We are the same, can't you see!?'
His enemy replied

Realising he too, was blind
Constantly fighting, for his country's sake
A flow of thoughts, the knight has in his mind
He may have made a mistake

The knight throws his sword away
'Killing you brings nothing', he says
'Find your purpose in life', he continues
'Don't be a tool for others to use'

The rain continues to fall as the knight leaves
The enemy looks on, emotions begin to swell
Only time will tell, that's what the enemy believes
He uttered softly to himself, 'Only time will tell'.

I don't even know why I typed this out >.>

Price hike....WTH?

2008-06-04T19:52:00.003+08:00

At exactly 12.00am tomorrow, oil prices will increase from RM1.92 to RM2.70. Alright, we're screwed. Another thing is...I heard from my mom, that prices of imported rice too are expected to increase on this Friday. Well then, we're badly screwed this time....screwed to oblivion I must say..no, screwed to the extent that we're all caught up in this spiral of eternal inflation that's so f**king that it's 'f**kier' than all f**kable matter. I've always mentioned about trying to master the skill of photosynthesizing....looks like I really need to get started. O_O

P.S. I'll still buy my Gundams no matter what XD Same goes for the PS3.

2008-05-28T21:25:00.004+08:00

It's already day 3 of my new sem (AFA...honestly I forgot what it stands for) and stuff's been quite well.....okay....You get to see new faces and old ones as well...It's just like any other college days so no biggy to me. To tell the truth, nothing's worth posting these days T_T...urgh...and I'm currently addicted to playing Cabal Online so I can't seem to find time to blog as well XD Tappity tap tap tap @_@ Anyway, I'll try to get my act together ASAP...till then...

Before I forget XD..here are some pics of Cabal Online. As you can see...my character's dancing in his undies =P

It's cool being half-naked

Ooo yea...I'm the crotch grabber

P.S. I actually forgot part of the lines of our Rukun Negara O_O Malaysia BOLEH!

Nick, signing out.

エアーマンが倒せない!! - Airman ga Taosenai!! (Airman Will Not Die!!)

2008-05-22T01:08:00.003+08:00

Hate to admit but damn! Those Japanese are good! I can't imagine myself making this. Well, introduced to me by my old pal Ken Han, this song is about a guy who couldn't defeat Airman, a boss in a game titled Rockman 2. Pretty catchy '_' Not forgetting, the song's stuck inside my head for days now @_@ AAaaaarrrhhhhh!!.....

TokyoComedy.com

2008-05-21T15:53:00.003+08:00

Zha dou........

Racism in Tokyo

Free Hugs

Social Injustice

I swear I'll never.....

2008-05-19T01:07:00.009+08:00

Back in 2006 when my friend Joo Yao was driving me home from college, I asked him whether he was involved in a traffic accident before, out of curiosity. Just a few seconds later, BAM! a Proton Wira kissed the ass of his car. Anyway fast forward to the future. I've just finished having a yum cha session with my school pals and I was fetching Freddie back home. On the way home, this happened.....-_-"

I know I'm attractive but you don't have to do this to my car =.=

It seems that someone liked my car so much to the extent that he just got to kiss my car. Of course, as a sane person, I'd avoid 'random kissers' like him. Luck wasn't on my side though, as he managed to kiss my car's side. Who's this 'he' I'm talking about? Well, it'd be rude to capture pictures of him so I managed to capture this......wait...before that, he had a friend with him so that makes it 2 kissers.

What the hell??? Just a scratch!?

This is the picture of the culprit's kissing machine that has just kissed my car's side. From the pic above, it's obvious that I'm the most hard-hit victim >_<>

His number plate....4 ekor anyone?

Well, I had to call my dad to settle everything since I'm not experienced in these. (Come on, I had a clean record of no traffic accident involvements). To tell the truth, it was the kisser who called his dad first (I guess this dude's about the same age as me) so THEN I called my dad as well. Anywhos, Fred and I were pretty stunned as everything happened so fast.

My dad arrived at the scene (the accident happened not far from home) and the matter was solved in a nick of time and the 2 kissers agreed to discuss bout the payment to fix my car's damage tomorrow...logically today...for their 'obscene' act. Before I forget, I've just talked to Fred about getting involved in traffic accidents before this happened. Geez....I swear I'll never talk about traffic accidents in a car -_-". Oh my clean record......my record.........T_T But hey, at least they're gonna cover all the cost involved in fixing my car and what they didn't know was that the spot where they've 'kissed' my car happens to be the spot where another car first hit my car (my dad was driving at that time) in an accident a few months ago (the damage was at the rear bumper). Since it was a hit-and-run accident, the culprit couldn't be tracked down so my dad, till now did not arrange any plans of repairing the car. Indirectly, this accident that I've just gotten involved has entitled me to a free car repair! Luck in disguise huh? =D

Enough of that...to lighten things up, more pics of my 144 Strike..so here it is...

I've added a few new decals on it if you noticed.

Even painted a few parts I left out.

FYI, I've modded the skirt a bit.

O yea....I forgot to upload pics of my SD Strike since its completion so here it is ^^......

Cute eh?

Having some spare time...I tried fooling around with me models =P

SD Strike: I'm da best.....no doubt about it. Don't worry, I'm not heavy XD

144 Strike: -_-"......

144 Strike: *du lan*(fed up) Go to hell -_-"

2008-05-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

My piano needs tuning......very, very, very, VERY badly! AARRRRGGGHHHH!!!....... (added the aarrrrggghhhh for fun =P)

Burn all the $ babeh!!

2008-05-14T01:32:00.006+08:00

Screw the title since I can't think of a better name for it. =.=

Well, Mother's Day's over and I'm currently recuperating from my excessive expenditure. Last week was the most horrific week as I've just realised that I've spent more than the amount budgeted. Right now, I've gotta survive for another week with only RM21 in my wallet and to make matters worse, I'm gonna catch 2 movies with my ex-secondary schoolmates at exactly 11am today therefore, more $$$$ being burnt. At this rate, I seriously have to master the art of photosynthesizing T_T living on fresh air and sun shine. Although the amount I've spent fails in comparison with none other than Chee Phin, come on....I rarely flush my money like a deluge but okay, I have to admit, I AM indeed 'kiamsiap' =.=.....satisfied? Yeesh...if only money could really fall from the sky. Anyway, me has to sleep and wake up early for me movie....my money needs burning -_-". See yas!

On the side note, NOOOooooooooooo...I'm watching Iron Man for the second time @_@. I've always heard that too much of a good thing is bad and this fits perfectly.....oh...the 2 precious hours of my life being tossed like bags of faeces T_T....

Happy Mother's Day

2008-05-11T00:49:00.004+08:00

Hellos everyones.....todays, I wants to wis everyones a happy your mudder, his mudder, her mudder, its mudder, everyone's mother and everything's mudder's day!!! Hopes you alls has a very happys days!! Chees~

Okay....enough of all those shenanigans...in conjunction with Mother's Day, I've actually created a poem (not exactly but wtf...). Well...here goes....

Soaring through the skies above

I see a small but beautiful dove

A symbol of hope and love

It reminds me of you, my dearest mother

Sometimes, I may be an ass

Sometimes, I may do things people detest

Yet, you stood up to teach me right from wrong

Sigh, I've learned my lessons but boy it sure took me long

Working diligently, every day and night

A mother's work sees no end

Always ensuring everything stays alright

Man I wish I could give a helping hand

As I grow taller, you grow smaller

Physically, you may not be the mother I once knew

But no matter what, you're a mother like no other

A mother the world has so few

You took care of me

You've sacrificed a lot for me

You did everything; all these for free

For the deeds I do, yet i asked for a fee

When I'm feeling low, as if the world has let me down

As if I've all awhile been a foolish clown

You tried to put a smile on my face, instead of a frown

Oh, what a treasure I've just found!

Do unto others what you want others to do unto you

That is what I often hear from you

Pretty cliched as it may sound

Gee mother, your knowledge knows no bounds XD

Well, that's all for today

I guess I've nothing more to say

Before I go, there is something I must do

Happy Mother's Day mum and to everyone too!

Sorry for all the bad thing's I've done and I hope you like your present mom....cause it ain't cheap =.=

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY EVERYBODY!!!!

EDIT: Rats!!! How shameful of me! Though it's kinda late, I'd like to wish my nanny.....Mama! Happy Mother's day! =D

2008-05-09T16:23:00.002+08:00

It's been quite awhile, say maybe a month since I moved to blogspot. Hate to admit, I find it kinda easy posting my rants here compared to xanga. Xanga indeed has a notoriously monstrous amount of icons that could make me go blind upon further exposure to my computer screen XD...in other words, confusing. Please take note that I'm not glorifying blogspot just because I am using it -_- though I'm already labeled as a xanga traitor >.>.

Anyway, I've just went to Genting for a class trip with my college pals 2 days ago. It was rather tiring but fun. Too bad I was pretty lethargic and wasn't able to really enjoy the trip because as usual, as a typical teenager having his holidays, I stayed up till the wee hours surfing the net a day before the trip. Can't really say much about the trip with the absence of pictures. It's already a day and I've yet to receive pics of our trip -_-. Anyhow, I MAY make an entry regarding my Genting trip once I receive me pics but if my laziness gets the better of me...expect nothing then =P. Well, gotta sign out now...got a movie to catch XD.

Inu no eiga (All About My Dog) - Say, Marimo

2008-05-08T00:02:00.004+08:00

To keep things short, this video clip is part of a Japanese short film titled: Inu no eiga. I guess the comment(s) here is(are) sufficient to describe what the whole movie is all about. My sister first recommended me to watch this video a few weeks ago but didn't have the mood to do so. Well, I've finally watched the video since I'm at loose ends. This is indeed a tear-jerking video I must say (maybe I'm being a little unrealistic here..).

Watching this makes me realise that I, too will eventually face this kind of scenario since I own a dog myself. To tell the truth, I hate goodbyes...especially this type. It makes me wonder, why should we have life spans and why we do we exist even though we are fated to meet our eventual end one day. Anywhos......man....I love my dog even more now T_T

Strike: Half-complete

2008-05-02T02:08:00.005+08:00

I've just finished building Strike and all that's left is the Aile backpack. Anyway, here're ze pics of me Strike =P

Look...a gun

On the side note.....yipee~ I think I'm gonna come down with a flu....AGAIN! My nose's getting infected and breathing's gonna be anal retentive soon....man...I'm very very very SICK of getting SICK again!! Arrrrhhhhh!!!!......What in the world without Buddha's love is happening to me!? Methinks this sucks....so sucky that nothing can compare to this amount of suckage >_<

1/144 Strike, hasshin dozo!

2008-04-29T17:36:00.004+08:00

Today, out of the blue Chee Phin dragged me out to accompany him to Bukit Bintang with the goal of buying his stuff (shirts, jeans, shoes...etc..etc). Well, the purpose of today's entry is not to describe what he bought or whatsoever. What I want to say is........finally, the newest edition to my Strike's family, HG 1/144 scale Aile Strike Gundam, has finally arrived! Yeap, while accompanying Chee Phin, I came across to a shop in Low Yat selling this Gundam at a rather 'cheap' price. At first I was pretty reluctant to buy since I've just spent 1K+ for my N82, but the force of Gundam-ism was too strong and you'd probably know the result =P. Anyway, with one model down, all that's left is the Master Grade Aile Strike Gundam. Oh yeah, before I forget, I've decided to revive my Strike collection project XD. I was suppose to collect every version of Strike (PG, MG, HG and SD). Anyway, here's a pic of me 144 Strike.....

Hate to admit, I do have a feeling of regret but who gives a hyena's backside? Ah, anything for the love of Gundams XD

Gimme a B! Gimme an O! Gimme an...WTF....I'm BORED!

2008-04-29T02:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, life can be so funny to the extent it'll grab your balls so hard that you'll froth. When I was studying, I hoped that time would fast forward to my holidays so that I can just let loose and laze around. Now, it's already my holidays and I'm already wishing that it'll end ASAP so that I can start my new sem because I'm bored out of my arse.....AGAIN! @_@ Oh...the irony...the irony!!! *curls up while squealing*

GUNDAM

2008-04-25T00:16:00.005+08:00

Kinda bored at the moment so I'll just post videos of all the Gundams (most of them are opening themes) since 1979 till 2008, that I know of....though not exactly all....Anyway, enjoy! ^^

Mobile Suit Gundam

Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam

Mobile Suit Gundam ZZ

Mobile Suit Gundam: Char's Counterattack

Mobile Suit Gundam 0080: War in the Pocket

Mobile Suit Gundam F91

Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory

Mobile Suit Victory Gundam

Mobile Fighter G Gundam

Mobile Suit Gundam Wing

Mobile Suit Gundam: The 08th MS Team

After War Gundam X

New Mobile Report Gundam Wing Endless Waltz

Turn A Gundam

Mobile Suit Gundam SEED

Mobile Suit Gundam MS IGLOO

Mobile Suit Gundam SEED Destiny

Mobile Suit Gundam SEED C.E. 73 Stargazer

Mobile Suit Gundam 00

*whew*...guess that's all folks.
My love for Gundam knows no bounds XD

Some random entry

2008-04-23T19:48:00.009+08:00

Often without fail, my teachers...heck even my lecturers and tutors, would advise everyone not to fall sick before sitting for their exams. Usually I would giggle to myself thinking that, out of millions of things that could happen in this world, chances of me falling sick before or perhaps during my exams are close to nil. Well, how wrong was I when God (wait...I'm agnostic...whatever..) decided to pull my plug. I've just finished my final sem examinations ( hoorah!) and these 2 days of exams are nothing but pure crap....though I still managed to survive through my exams. Now then, how to begin....it actually started last Saturday when I decided to join Jason and gang for a swim at his condo at around say, 8.30AM. Everyone could tell that the pool was freezing to the extent my 'cockerel' could just freeze and fall off....but we swam anyway. Had a game of badminton and hanged around in Jay's house. When I got back, I started to display signs that I am about to come down with a flu and judging from my body temperature, maybe a fever. How right was I...after dinner with Jay and company, my nose was so stuck that I had difficulty breathing. Fast forward to the next day, I finally came down with a fever and voila, extra toppings of flu. To make things worse, my Company Law was fast approaching. The exam's on Tuesday and that left me only 2 days to cram every Section crap into my small computer processor in my head. To tell the truth, I couldn't concentrate on my revision no thanks to my sickness. Finally I had to sit for the accursed Company Law paper and I was still sick on that day. Can't say I did badly and can't say I did good either. Guess I've gotta wait for the results to find out. Well, at least I've finished Company Law and as for today, I've just finished Fundamentals of Finance which was a piece of cake. Before I forget, yes, I'm still sick.....but minus the fever as my nose was still dripping like saliva falling from a pervert's mouth. Still having me sniffles so can't really rejoice -_-. I'm glad that my exams are over though. Guess that's all of my rants for today...I shall now go play Metal Gear Acid Mobile on me new phone now XD.

Nick, signing out.

Argghhh.....I hate this flu!!! And damn I left my water bottle at the exam hall >_<

2008-04-18T13:37:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry @_@ ..............

Gundam 00 Omake

2008-04-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

Well, this is an omake of Gundam 00 which I found at Ngee Khiong's. Pretty funny...for those who've watched the anime so too bad for non-Gundam fans =P.

Bad day, Tuesday

2008-04-17T10:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday by far was one of my worst days ever. Well, how to begin....firstly I set my phone's alarm clock wrongly which eventually resulted me waking up an hour late. As I was preparing myself for college, I asked my sis to toast a few pieces of bread for me (to save time as I was running late). Yeap, she DID make toast ....in fact she did a very good job in toasting cause she practically burned all the bread into unrecognizable piles of carbon. To make things worse, there's only one piece of bread left fit enough for my consumption. Therefore, I ended up having a piece of bread for breakfast and I eventually skipped lunch. While boarding the train...by right, both the STAR LRT and Putra LRT, I was usually able to find seats but of all days, today, I had to stand through out the whole journey to college. At college, when my Company Law tutor was discussing about our past year papers, I've just realised that I've forgotten to bring my own set of papers. Okay, all classes ended and I was on my way home and how touching, upon leaving the college, I was greeted by a heavy rain! It blardy rained as if the clouds were cumming uncontrollably. Luckily, back at home it wasn't raining but a huge downpour eventually took place later. After the downpour only did I realised that my modem was struck by lightning even though I've removed the electrical plugs (kena from phone line lar) and that's the second modem struck by lightning in less than one year =.= Dinner time arrived but I was only able to have my dinner at around 9 PM++ and I was so hungry to the extent that I can't differentiate whether I was dead or alive (I skipped lunch remember?) plus I was so bored, I could crawl to the toilet bowl to count water molecules, no thanks to the absence of an Internet connection. Not forgetting, my grandpa was admitted to hospital due to some kind of bladder problem and an operation might be needed(I hope he's fine though). Urgh...my day can't get any worse...

Well, I guess that's all about my catastrophic Tuesday....enough of my ramblings for today.

Till then, see ya. Nick signing out.

Hello to my new home...sort of....

2008-04-15T14:28:00.000+08:00

Well, I've finally decided to move in to blogspot after using xanga for not more than a year =P. Heck, I bet not all knew about the existence of my xanga blog since I've been keeping it in secrecy XD (Okay, not quite). Anyway, this is the link to my old blog though I don't think there's much to see there. Gonna do some adjustments here before I really post something. Until then, see ya.